sorry, baby.

The outing to Bandar was good. I saw Soon Ket at The Mall.

My mind got carried away by stuffs ~ so I was in deep thoughts.

Anyways, we went to The Mall to watch Hell Boy and guys, you really gotta watch it. It's worth it, for me. San wanted to watch Wanted but the time doesn't suit us so nay to that movie. Before that, we went to Unitech to buy DVDs and I'm gonna watch it later. To brighten up myself.

I must say that this argument with this particular special person of mine, was/is biggggg. And I never know things would go that way .. so outta hands. And till now, I only come to realise that, my old, bad temper seems to be coming back to me. Real bad.

The talking wasn't that good 'coz I was damnn speechless until the last minute .. or the last few minutes. My voice even became loud. So, yea ~ I shall learn how to control my temper from now on (again) and hopefully it won't get ahead of me again like this time ..


God, I pray that You'll help me to get through this anger management of mine.


I've once heard this saying .. something like this:

"How can you feel happy if you don't know how does it feel to be sad?"

(it's a saying right? Or is it say? ==")

This argument will be a lesson I learn and hopefully, hand-in-hand,we'll make through it and it makes me appreciate more .....

A song for that someone ..


The Reason - Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
**It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why i need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

and the reason is You [x3]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you


** Hurting you is definitely NOT something I must live with everyday.



Baby, I'm sorry .. .. ='(