the last day on earth.

Monday, September 21, 2009

Suprisingly, Jun intro-ed me this song ..






Look down the ground below is crumbling
Look up the stars are all exploding

It's the last day on earth
In my dreams
It's the end of the world
And you've come back to me
In my dreams

Between the dust and the debris
There's a light surrounding you and me

It's the last day on earth
In my dreams
It's the end of the world
And you've come back to me
In my dreams

And you hold me closer than I can ever remember being held.
I'm not afraid to sleep now, if we can stay like this until

It's the last day on earth
In my dreams
It's the end of the world
And you've come back to me

In my head I replay our conversations
Over and over til they feel like hallucinations
You know me? I love to lose my mind
And every time anybody speaks your name I still feel the same
I ache, I ache, I ache inside.









"You broke my heart."
-- Jenny, The L Word Season 5.

oh hello.

Sunday, September 20, 2009




Don't you wish you could turn back time?


'Coz I really do.




Back to the time that I treasured the most .. I miss it, badly.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

FINALLY ..


I can rest for a tad bit. Just a tad bit. I still have a report for Dr.K to do and notes to revise. I think I can take the notes slow .. XD

Well, things didn't go as I planned. My holiday starts at exactly 4p.m., after I submit 3 reports. Suppose to be 2 but after this morning's practical, all of us have 'report papers' to answer ==" And today's practical was a DISASTER. No one could get anything from the stupid salivary glands of D. melanogaster's larvae .. well, 2 groups did but it wasn't clear enough to observe.

From our practical scehdule, we all thought that we only need to answer few questions BUT it changed to 'report papers' to answer. WTF.

Me and my usual Biology gang were rushing our work like WHAT. Argh!


Thank God it's over!

And Imma unpack my stuffs and let my mind relax ~~







Gimme what I want.

patron tequila.

Friday, September 18, 2009

Finished my test just now and 2 reports to go .. MALAS LA! =="


I just wanna relax and sleep in A/C room .. *bubbles burst* Oh, I'm in hostel, which sucks a big time but thankkkkk God I'm going to Dan's place to find Ying Ying =) And Jia Jia too! Hehe, miss 'em lots laaaa


Oh BB, I definitely miss you too, very much =P


Today Laopo gonna be back and I can't waitttttt to see her!

Another plus, my sem-break holiday will be starting tomorrow at either 12p.m. or 1p.m. =D Why is the time involved? 'Coz this depends if I wanna skip my tutorial or not 0=) AND DON'T STOP ME IF I DO! XD

But but but .. few days ago I found out that the day that I'm flying off to S'pore (night flight), morning I have this Biology field Trip to checkkkkkk outtttttt theeee pwweeetttyyyyy coral reefs! I'm excited but hate it at the same time. I'm excited 'coz .. we do have the chance to go dive a tad bit to see the coral reef if we want to :) Hate it 'coz .. why does it have to be on that day? WHY? Imma be dead tired.

I guess I just need to suffer a tad bit more then I'll be done and I could relax and enjoy in Singapore and probably buy some liquid eyeliner that I desperately need and probably some nice tops and shoes .. only if I got a lot of money. Anyone willing to sponsor me? Anyone??

Imma shower now before heading to Dan's place ..

And a song intro-ed by Xiao Maxxxxx ! HEHE. I prefer dirty version =p But I couldn't find one with Eve in it =( Lyrics is dirty version XD





Intro [Lil' Jon]
Let's go!
Hey!
What's happenin'?
What you drinkin' tonight girl?
Drinkin' tonight with me!
Put your drinks up!

[Eve]
Ay Yo
Who wanna get tow up
Go ahead get your drink
Get your hands on a cup
How many rounds till you can't stand up?
Me and my girls bout to tear the club up

Chorus [Aria] (Lil' jon)-
Hey girl
Where's your drink?
We goin' all get real drunk tonight
Hey girl
I got bud we can all get fucked up tonight (get fucked up tonight)
By the end of the night
Imma have you drunk and throwing up (hey! )
By the end of the night
Imma have you so fucked up! (have you so fucked up)

[Chelsea] (Lil' Jon)-
They said what you drinkin'? (what you drinkin'?)
Let me buy you a couple of rounds
And I said what you thinkin'? (yeah! )
I ain't the type of girl to get down
But I can party with cha (uh huh)
And bring my girls aside (uh huh)
Tell the bartender bring the ice
And let 'em know I'm on Patron

[Chorus] {Aria, with ad libs by [Chelsea]} (Lil' Jon)
I'm on Patron, Tequila
I'm drunk on Margarita [on Margaritas]
That Patron, Tequila [that Patron]
Me and my mamacita (yeah! ) [me and my mamacita]
Hey girl (hey girl)
Where's your drink?
We goin' all get real drunk tonight (get real drunk tonight)
[real drunk tonight]
Hey girl
I got bud we can all get fucked up tonight (get fucked up tonight) [yeah]
By the end of the night
Imma have you drunk and throwing up (hey!) [throwing up]
By the end of the night [oohh]
Imma have you so fucked up! (so fucked up!)

[Lauren] (Lil' Jon)-
And now the parted heated
'Cuz I got a hot girl in the club
I'm feelin' so conceited (yeah!)
'Cuz everybody is giving me love (uh, uh)
But hold up, wait a minute (uh huh)
'Cuz my cup is going empty
I need someone to refill me
I'm trynna to get drunk (me too)

[Chorus]
I'm on Patron, Tequila
I'm drunk on Margarita [on Margaritas]
That Patron, Tequila [that Patron]
Me and my mamacita (yeah! ) [me and my mamacita]
Hey girl (hey girl)
Where's your drink?
We goin' all get real drunk tonight (get real drunk tonight)
[real drunk tonight]
Hey girl
I got bud we can all get fucked up tonight (get fucked up tonight) [yeah]
By the end of the night
Imma have you drunk and throwing up (hey!) [throwing up]
By the end of the night [oohh]
Imma have you so fucked up! (so fucked up!

[Eve]
Ay Yo
Look at them ladies look at them legs
Hips and lips isn't it amaze-in
I'ma have you on a daze
Caramel pink drink it's your phase
Started in the back of the truck
Even before we got here we was getting fucked up
Now we gonna keep it moving till we get stuck
Ain't gon hit the bed til the sun comes up
I'm on Patron

[Bridge] {Aria, (Lil' Jon)} [Chelsea and Lauren]-
Who wanna get fucked up? [I do, I do]
Who wanna get fucked up? [I do, I do]
Who wanna get drunk? (me) [me]
Who wanna get drunk? (I'm already drunk) [me]
Who wanna get fucked up? (haha) [I do, I do]
Who wanna get fucked up?(I ain't stopping them) [I do, I do]
Who wanna get drunk? [me]
Who wanna get drunk? (let's have another one)

[Chorus]
I'm on Patron, Tequila
I'm drunk of Margarita [on Margaritas]
That Patron, Tequila [that Patron]
Me and my mamacita
Hey girl where's your drink?
We goin' all get real drunk tonight
Hey girl
I got bud we can all get fucked up tonight
By the end of the night
Imma have you drunk and throwing up
By the end of the night [oohh]
Imma have you so fucked up! (so fucked up!)

[Lil' Jon]
Put your drinks up
Put your drinks up
Put your drinks up
Put your drinks up

[Aria]
I'm on Patron, Tequila
I'm drunk on Margarita
That Patron, Tequila
Me and my mamacita




I miss having weekend like that with my besties =(

Bila lagi kawan-kawan??







I wanna get over it soon.

bottle pop.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

OHHHHH MYYYY GODDDDD!!


Finally-s mannnn!

I finally got the call I've been waiting for =D If I passed, then .. perhaps the stuffs that I've been planning all along could happen =) PLEASE pray for me people!

And another finally ..


I FIXED MY MSN!!


OH MY LORD. You have no effing idea how much time I've spent on googling for ways to fix it. I tried to log in but it wouldn't let me. And my problem is the same as someone on one of those forums which you can post the problems you've encountered with your PC:

We can't sign you into Windows Live Messenger
Signing in to Windows Live Messenger failed because the service is temporarily unavailable. Please try again later.

When I click the drop down in "Show details" it states the following:
Error code: 8007000e


- http://www.msghelp.net/showthread.php?tid=90284

It happened since last week. So I uninstalled, re-install the old Messenger in hopes that it would work. So it work a few days ago and it was perfect .. not so 'coz it's the older version.

Until this morning when I was in the library, it asked me to update. So I did and the same problem happened. F! And I thought it wouldn't happen anymoreeee!!

So I've been spending my afternoon and evening and night to google for its fix .. until I saw this website *wipe tears*

Like finally ... SERIOUSLY.

I did the date and time settings but it didn't work .. so I moved on to the "Delete the Messenger Contacts Cache folder" and it worked!!

You have nooooo idea how happy I was!

A tad bit proud too =P I used to find people for help (esp. Dan) when I have this kind of problems .. but now now, I'm pretty good *super wide smile*


AND THIS CALLS FOR CELEBRATION!!


... after this week.

But at the moment, I shall listen to this song and siok sendiri in my room XD





And I shall go for my shower and concentrate on my presentation .. hopefully.







It's getting better now =)

i want you.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

I was suppose to blog 'bout this practical like last week but I'm sooo lazy. My lazy mode is totally so ON.


So we were doing stuffs about milk lactose and sugars present in milk .. I initially thought it would be really tough but it's alright! XD



Our Husrin mixing the milk .. I know, it's yucky-looking.
It has iron in it ..
Don't fucking ask me 'coz I forgot XD



Obviously, filtering the milk ^^

Me & Husrin prepared this chromatograph! ^^

Radz posing with the fume cupboard.



Me and Hadri doing titration.
It's been 1 year plus since I last did that XD
I still can do the'one-drop' thing ;) HEHE.

Preparing the solution =p


Me and Hadri's workkkk!
We're so proud. HEHE!

Practicing polygamy .. NOT.
Pei Fen is so not from our group. LOL!




Husrin just wanna be in the picture.
LOL!

Aww ~ he's upset 'coz we lectured him on spoiling the practical.
I can't tell you which part 'coz I forgot .. =="


Result of the chromatographyyyy! ♥
Nice right? Right right right? XD
Aww ~ damnn proud la =p Hehe!


I'm too lazy to write anything more soooo ..





PEACE OUT! XD

bad day.

Sunday, September 13, 2009


Seriously a bad day. Fuhhh ~ !

Why ohh why are you so biased?

You could have make things better IF you did something 'bout it earlier.

Seriously, 'thanks' for the lecture.

And stop saying that I'm using you, 'COZ I'M NOT.


Do you really think that, what happened is my FUCKING FAULT ??


If you think my temper is bad, look at the other one who's not here right now
but in the far away land. So, IS MINE AS BAD AS HIS?

Most of all, AS FREQUENT AS HIS??

At least, I know how to FUCKING THINK & RESPECT YOU.

diamonds.

Friday, September 11, 2009

Obviouslyyyy,I've changed my layout =)


Finally ey?

But I still need a tad bit of help =( The creditors box wouldn't appear and I couldn't add the comment codes to my template, once added .. everything went crazyyyy!

NADIA, super need your help here! =p






Ay, Ay, Uh

Kanye West:
You love my diamonds dont cha
Let a way a nigga shine why dont you
Baby wats your dis position
Have you ever tryed this position
Your my dream girl from the posters
That i thought i would never get close to
In the back limosines with choffers
Right next to the test-o-arosters
It's funny how all the jourey, just gets your cat so purry
And it look good altogether, They say they all forever
You love my diamonds dont cha
That i bought from all this rythmen
But i know you'll never love me
You'll only love my diamonds

Verse 1:
You mess me up
On the house of my night
I fall in love
Wit you multiple times
Got me wrapped around your finger
Boy i hope you like thingas
I do (I do), I do (do)
Your my one and only rock and a rough
I love to hush you, baby you lite me up
And ther aint no way
Ill give you away
He's my d-d-diamond daddy
And i just got to have it

Chorus:
Wen i love baby
Im gonna love ya, just like i love my diamonds
Diamonds, Diamonds
And wen i wake up every night
(Boooooooy)
Will we be shining
Diamonds, Diamonds
I treasure you
Cherry chu
Wer you rub my body
(oooooooohhhh)
Cuz people are together
Diamonds are forever
Ice blue baby
(oooooooohhhh)
Wen i love you like my diamonds
Diamonds, Diamonds

Verse 2:
Like every girl
Im into fabulous things
Like oyster pearls, and pretty diamond rings
But your my precious pessession
I rock you 24/7
I do (I do), I do (do)
All my acessories, yea i'll give em' up
I'd even trade them in for your love
And the aint no way
Im giving you away
Your my d-d-diamond daddy
And i just got to have you

Chorus:
Wen i love baby
Im gonna love ya, just like your wer my diamonds
Diamonds (Diamonds), Diamonds (Diamonds)
And wen i wake up every night
(Boooooooy)
Will we be shining
Diamonds (Diamonds), Diamonds (Diamonds)
I treasure you
Cherry chu
Wer you rub my body
(oooooooohhhh)
Cuz people are together
Diamonds are forever
Ice blue baby
(oooooooohhhh)
Wen i love you like my diamonds
Diamonds, Diamonds

Bridge:
You sexy, You Fine
Im so glad your mine
You sexy, You fine
He's my one of a kind
You sexy, You fine
Im so glad your mine
You sexy, You fine
He's my one of a kind

Chorus (Repeart x2):
Wen i love baby
Im gonna love ya, just like i love my diamonds
Diamonds, Diamonds
And wen i wake up every night
(Boooooooy)
Will we be shining
Diamonds, Diamonds
I treasure you
Cherry chu
Wer you rub my body
(oooooooohhhh)
Cuz people are together
Diamonds are forever
Ice blue baby
(oooooooohhhh)
Wen i love you like my diamonds
Diamonds, Diamonds

(Wen i love you baby)




Lyrics from here.

Oh my, she's HOT!

Thursday, September 10, 2009











Hot Babe #1 = Daisy Lowe



And this is my current wallpaper ♥♥♥

save me.

Sunday, September 06, 2009

CCB MOHAMMAD SYAFIQ !!


I just got home from a hangout with him, G and Fung.

I'm greeting him that way 'coz he WASTED MY $40!!

How?? Lemme tell you how ..


G wanted to recharge his Easi with $40 and I kacau him by taking it and copied the code number along with the recharge code and gave him back ..

Me: I wait for you to type your code number and I send the request with you at the same time! XD
G: Ehhhh ~ don't kacau ba!

Then suddenly, Fiq kacau me by wanna taking my handphone away. I ter-shocked by him and I accidentally pressed 'Send'. I panic and cancel the reuqest and it was cancelled.

A message arrived, saying that I have successfully recharged $40.

And I have to pay G back that money.


..........


FUCK YOU FIQ. FUCK YOU!


My $40 T___T The most that I recharged is only $20 laaa ~~~


sexy bitch.

Remember my last practical on human blood? That's for Cell Biology & Biochemistry.


Yesterday's practical is about corns (FOR REAL) and some characteristics of human, like tongue rolling, blood (AGAIN!) type, colour vision etc. This is Genetics practical :) And I just realised .. I think I have a problem with blood, FRESH ones. HAHA! 'Coz I got a tad bit dizzy when my coursemate was helping another coursemate to errr .. 'obtain' the blood.

We have to COUNT the lil tiny kernels one by one. Different categories. You should be in my shoes. I was counting it over and over again .. and suddenly ..

Pandi: Nikki. No need to count Corn A eh .. pasal the practical schedule said no need.
Me: What? No laa .. ani example saja ~ Have to count la ..

A while later, Pandi showed me the part where it states that corn A isn't needed ... so, you should know how fucked up I feel. LOL.


Husrin is very the concentrating =p

The corn with plastic is corn A.
F you corn A!

Hadri & Ummi.

Husrin licky lick Pandi ~ XD

When we're half way through the kernel counting, I saw people gathering at the lecturer's desk. Then I realised they're doing their blood testing .. *dizzy*


A friend seriously shrieked and err .. scream before another friend poke her finger for the blood .. and yes, she cried a tad bit.

When it's my turn, I listened to my iPod and looked to the other side. I seriously got a bit dizzy when I saw Hadri's blood after Ummi poked his finger .. ==" So in case I get all pussy-up and faint, I pretend that I see nothing. HAHA!

And I always thought I have no problem at all .. I shall practice more. Anyone who wants to be my partner for that? :)

Blue - Anti-A
Yellow - Anti-B
Transparent - Rhesus testing

Clean finger tip with alcohol ..

Poke finger ..
(Ummi poking Hadri's finger)

Mix blood with the solutions with toothpick!
This is my result =p

My group mates ♥


So, I found out that I'm an O+ person.


BORING BERABISSSSS!!


'Coz I'm a potential super great donor .. ==" LOL. I wanna be B+ like my Mamee and Leon la!!


Anyways, the practical ended early & I loike it! XD And that is why I get to have a proper lunch with my friends .. finally!

And I gotta run now people, lotsa work to do!


Hello pimples & dark circles.
We're gonna be best friends for 2 more weeks :)



The song I listened during the finger-poking XD Intro-ed by Mist.









我究竟等待什么 ..

knock you down.

Friday, September 04, 2009

I'm starting to get a hang of Twitter now .. HEHE.


Actually, I don't really have anything to say, except that I miss Dan VERY MUCH lately. Probably because assignment is piling up bit by bit and tests are on their way to torture me slowly .. yes, what I meant is that I'm stress. So I need someone, and this applies to Danny Tey Tit How only, for me to bite on and his arms to let me snuggle in.

Plus .. today is our 6TH month-sary !


HAPPY 6TH MONTH-SARY BB!



Actually I wanted to post uglier pic of you but .. give you some face la! =P HEHE!





Heh, not again
Ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me

Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?

I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place

I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Knocked me down

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
(Oh shot me out the sky)

Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
Girl sometimes love

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'

We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick, hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes

Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic
'Cause we had it, we was magic

I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'mma ask him

Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall
(When it comes around)

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Won't see it coming when it happens, hey
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down

Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Yeah


Lyrics from here.







Still falling & loving it ;)

u-turn.

Wednesday, September 02, 2009


A lil brownie from Fung 'coz she accidentally stepped on my poor lil toe on Monday =(



I've been drinking coffee every morning and it doesn't really help ==" Or maybe I need more of those. Si bej tired aaaa ~ not enough sleep, sampai pimples pop-pop-po out! F it. And I finally give in by having a nap this evening .. I don't really nap, except when I'm with Dan. Haha!


Yes BB, you're like a baby that always nap when you're home .. even at my place :)


It's been raining here in BSB and so it's pretty good to sleep at night but it's a bitch when going to campus or out.

Last night went to Charcoal for its buffet .. *slurps*



O-M-GEE. I'm hungry now. HAHA!


AND I WANT MY ALLOWANCE LA!! Stupid bank .. *glares at the ATM card* I've been living like a ... urm .. POOR PERSON ...... ..... never mind ==" HAHA!

Fung intro-ed this song .. Actually almost every song by Stevie Hoang that I know is from Fung =P






And I gotta do my tutorial now .. I've been procrastinating for HOURS .. :)











And I miss you.