Love & Sorrow.

This post is copied from a forward mail that was sent by a friend in Penang. It touched me ...

Swallow's other half (wife) is injured and the condition is fatal. She was hit by a car as she swooped low across the road.

He brought her food and attended to her with love and compassion.

He brought her food again but was shocked to find her dead.

He tried to move her....a rarely-seen effort for swallows!

Aware that his sweetheart is dead and will never be with him again, sadness filled his eyes and sorrow felt in his spirit.

He stood beside her as his heart weeps for his only love.

Finally aware that she would never return to him, he

stood beside her body with untold pain and despair.

Millions of people cried after watching this picture in

America and Europe and even in India . It is said that the

photographer sold these pictures for a nominal fee to the

most famous newspaper in France. All copies of that

newspaper were sold out on the day these pictures were published.

And many people think animals don't have a brain or feelings?

Love like this,
isn't easy to find anymore ..

Too Much Love.

I think, I showed too much love.


Sometimes, guys freaked out when I do so.
Best friend told me not to do so ..

But I can't help it when I'm in love.
'Coz I thought it's right to do so ..

Over and over again,
I repeat the same mistake.

Can someone please tell me that ..
Is it me or him?
I showed too much love, or his love doesn't reciprocate to mine?


I wonder.


Or is it that is a way to show that,
we're not meant to be?
From God?

He's not 'the one'?
But, I think he's 'the one',
though my past has proved me wrong.


I think, I shouldn't show too much love ..
To un-freak him ..
To keep him ..



Yes, no more 'too much love'.

so I make you high.

You think I'm a devil,
but you can't leave me,
'coz you love it when I make you high.

And at that very moment,
I'm your angel,
your saviour.

Believe it or not,
but you can't deny that,
I'm a mixutre of devil and angel.

You love me when you have me,
you miss me when you can't have me,
you just want me.

You love to spend cash on me,
that you just can't stop doing it,
repeating it .. non-stop.

You tried to get rid of me one day,
but only till then you realised that,
I'm a part of your system.


You hate me,
'coz I'm your addiction.



And you love me,
'coz I make you high.

暧昧

So girl saw this boy across the cafeteria and thought "He looks cool. I wonder who is he."

It may be fate but somehow they get to know each other after a few days,
or probably weeks.
It went well at first.
Getting to know each other; know each other friends; going out together ..

2 months later, things are getting outta hand.

Girl doesn't know what is he thinking .. & is confused.

"Maybe he sees me just a friend."
"Or maybe we're just a teeny bit more than friends."
"Is he thinking of me?"

Cold wars in between but it usually resume back to normal ..
until the very last cold war.

Boy wants to remain as friends and nothing more.
Boy fades away from her life quickly ..
but not from her heart.

Boy seems okay ..
"I rather you meet someone who deserves you :)"

Girl said she'll be fine.
But is she?


All she has are memories, that painfully sting her heart.



"I miss you .. =( "

Ai mei - Ranie Yang (devil beside you) - rainie yang

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

if i ..

If I want to sleep on the big green field,
would you stay and sleep beside me?

If I want to stand on these hot sand,
would you stay and stand beside me?

If I want to walk on this never ending path,
would you stay and walk beside me?

If I want to swim in this deep blue sea,
would you stay and swim beside me?

If I want to run away from these people,
would you stay and run beside me?



If I just want you to stay,
would you stay?

forbidden love.

7th January 2008:

Hi baby. Sorry about last night.
Can we meet again tomorrow night?
Let me make it up to you ..


I love you ..

Shane


"This has to stop .. " thinks Natalie.


It's been months, she still couldn't let him go.
She loves him, very much.

. . . . . . . . . . .

29th Spetember 2008:

Natalie .. please don't leave me just like that.
I know you love me and I love you too ..
Can't you give me just one more chance to talk it out with you?

I love you I love you I love you .. with all my heart.

Shane

. . . . . . . . . .

3rd October 2008:

I think it's better if you go back to your wife and be faithful to her, while I be faithful to my husband.
Everything about us is just sex! And nothing else!

This is not what I want.
Call me selfish, I just don't want to hurt myself over & over again.
Nothing's gonna work .. no matter how much we talk.
This has to be stop.

Natalie

that lust-filled room.

I walked into the room,
and you two are on your bed.

That scene, is laughing at my foolish love for you.
I looked at you two, speechless.
I should have listen to what my heart told me to do earlier.
I should have ..

Then you left.
Leaving me all alone, in your lust-filled room.
As my mind calm down,
I left, with no turning back & a stupid letter.

. . . . . . . . . .

I opened my eyes.
"It's a dream. but I'm not turning back anymore, not anymore .. "



Memories are sweet, reality ... isn't.

untitled.

So here I am,
eyes are too dry to cry,
but my heart isn't.

With no reason ..
with no reason at all ..

Craving for a better, for a better change ..
but what is, 'a better change' ?

I don't know ..


Guide me,
please guide me ..
& show me the light of hopes .....




I'm craving .. for a better change ..