everyone wants to be happy ..


nobody wants to be in pain ..


but you can't have a rainbow without any rain ..
Tuesday, September 2, 2008

tagged by minna.

01. Would you fart inside an elevator?
` When I'm alone, why not? It's NATURAL baaa ~ even Angelina Jolie knows how to fart de ma.

02. What will you do if the person you like doesn't like you back?
` Depends. Still a lot of fish in the sea ~

03. Miss Piggy + Kermit the Frog = OTP?
` wth?

04. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
` Maybe ?

05. What's your ideal lover like?
` Such person exists? Okay, I think Pete Wentz is ideal enough for me XD

06. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
` Definitely, being loved ..

07. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
` Been there, done that. It's stupid yo.

08. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
` Nothing.

09. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
` Mamee's message .. ='(

10. What do you want most in life?
` Graduate with good results ..

11. Is being tagged fun?
` Yes!

12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
` She'll never do that =]

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
` 481182

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
` Hardworking =p

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
` Single & rich la!

16. Would you rather be a bum or be a busy person?
` Busy person ..

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
` Been there, done that .. in return, heart-broken =]

18. Define LOVE.
` LOVE = trust + pain + heartache + happy + laughter + companion + loyalty + etc. etc. etc.

19. Milk chocolate, white chocolate or dark chocolate?
` milk chocolate =D

20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
` LAUGH OUT LOUD.

These eight people must state who they were tagged by.
You cannot tag the person who tagged you.
Continue this game by sending this to eight other people.

1. Steph
2. Merry
3. Billah
4. Qamar
5. Eahui
6. Lorin
7. Nadia
8. Nora




jotted down @ 3:01:00 PM ~ j'ai plutôt tendance à être qui je suis, qui que je ne suis pas .. | Rain dropped 0 | Linkie =D

Monday, September 1, 2008

sleepy-ness =="

I'm suppose to be sleeping, like seriously. 'Coz I'm sooooo tired and sleepy. But once I switch on my laptop, I couldn't resist the urge to use the internet. Haha.

First of all, sorry for not updating that frequent lately. Damn busy. I read Billah's blog last night and I remember that last Thursday, me, him and T (not sure of her name =p) were running like some sort of sprinters just to go to the bio lab. Didn't run for quite a while but ~ I'm still the first of us three to arrive the lab *kambang* HAHA!

Chatting with FeiZi ..

OMG! oral sucks! :S. ft.leon ♥ teresa [ wo ai ni baoobeii ] i got a girl to miss! says (2:08 PM):
shit! i failed my malay oral!

иіккі ° ѕzelі ** mrs.Q says (2:08 PM):
how do u know??
OMG! oral sucks! :S. ft.leon ♥ teresa [ wo ai ni baoobeii ] i got a girl to miss! says (2:09 PM):
fcuk, i did so bad jx nw! shit!
OMG! oral sucks! :S. ft.leon ♥ teresa [ wo ai ni baoobeii ] i got a girl to miss! says (2:09 PM):
:S:S
OMG! oral sucks! :S. ft.leon ♥ teresa [ wo ai ni baoobeii ] i got a girl to miss! says (2:09 PM):
SIGH!!

иіккі ° ѕzelі ** mrs.Q says (2:09 PM):
LIKE HOW BADDDDD
иіккі ° ѕzelі ** mrs.Q says (2:09 PM):
ANSWER MEEE
иіккі ° ѕzelі ** mrs.Q says (2:09 PM):
doink doink
иіккі ° ѕzelі ** mrs.Q says (2:09 PM):
dont kiok dulu laa

OMG! oral sucks! :S. ft.leon ♥ teresa [ wo ai ni baoobeii ] i got a girl to miss! says (2:09 PM):
i couldnt ans them! DAMN DAMN DAMN!

иіккі ° ѕzelі ** mrs.Q says (2:09 PM):
dont think too much
иіккі ° ѕzelі ** mrs.Q says (2:09 PM):
WHAT!

OMG! oral sucks! :S. ft.leon ♥ teresa [ wo ai ni baoobeii ] i got a girl to miss! says (2:09 PM):
sigh sigh sigh!

иіккі ° ѕzelі ** mrs.Q says (2:09 PM):
U COULDNT ANSWER!!
иіккі ° ѕzelі ** mrs.Q says (2:09 PM):
like how?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?


At first I macam very relax .. in the end also gan chiong sama him =="

Looking at his nick, reminds me the older days .. *walking down memory lane*

ANYWAYS ~

I gotta sort notes now.

TOODLES!




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Sunday, August 31, 2008

obviously ...

SUPER


DUPER


TIRED.


Fuhh .. I really am.


Got a suck 4/25 for my Computer Science test but got a super good 9/10 for my MA1101 =D

WOOO!

Wonder how's my French test ..




jotted down @ 10:05:00 PM ~ j'ai plutôt tendance à être qui je suis, qui que je ne suis pas .. | Rain dropped 0 | Linkie =D

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

updates.

Sorry for not updating people =P Been sooooo busy with uni .. yea, stupid computer practical assignment. Sure have 1 every week ==" Anyways, we had this small test the other day for computer, from Number System until Boolean Algebra ..


AND I'M GETTING ZERO FOR SURE!!


So, f ' k it =D


And today during my computer practical ..


Mr.Chong: A lot of you owe me 1 mark .. which means you got -1 for your test.



SO ~ yea, never mind ~

And we had another small test on math, DAMN EASY LA HO.I'm sure I'll get good mark for that ^^ If I fail then paiseh loo ~ it's like the revision of A-level nia.


Remember I said that I wanted to find my biology's Dr.Charles but couldn't? I got the picture of him leaving a note. He just stick it onto his office's door like that =="


And one 'love-letter' from me to Annt and Fung. I saw Annt's car at the parking lot so I decided to leave a love letter for them two and she thought some people left warning note about her parking. HAHA!


Last week I googled 'bout my blog .. too bored alright ~ then I found mywebsite connected to Kimora Lee Simmons =="



About the photoshoot .. I forgot to take the pictures from Fung, but I managed to get one from her over MSN. The server is so slow that I beh tahan so ~ yea .. Only one for you to see. The others were taken with my handphone =P

Beng, Haz, Gabby, Fung, Me, Fiq, Jun and Yu.


Alright .. I look so lifeless here =="


Ah Jun =D
*the way I smile is weird ==" *

This is my favourite one la ho! XD


Celebrated Mel's 19th birthday at T2 ^^ I think I look ugly/funny so I decided not to scare you guys with my fugly look. HAHA!! Or probably after I edit the pictures? x)

I went to airport on Sunday to see Beng for the last time .. until the next time I see him again =') That silly dude even sent an e-mail to us to say goodbye .. Damn touched. I even cried while reading it .. let me ask him if it's okay to post the e-mail here ;)

I was eating with my sapo at the airport's Jollibee and we saw Royal's flight .. Damn big lo!


Gosh .. another test coming up. French. This Saturday evening. Hope I'll be okay with it ==" Still having a bit prob with my pronunciation but anyways, it's a written test so I guess I can memorise all those words ... Wish me luck!






jotted down @ 10:24:00 PM ~ j'ai plutôt tendance à être qui je suis, qui que je ne suis pas .. | Rain dropped 0 | Linkie =D

Sunday, August 17, 2008

tagged by jeannie.

Rules
. state 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself
. The 10 people I tag are to then to follow my footsteps
and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts.
. No tag backs


1. I love looking into the mirror during night time, especially after I shower.
I could stare at myself for a longgggg time then I'll start touching my hair
and my face =="

2. Before I sleep(at home), I have a habit of staring into the dark night and
looking at stars .. I
don't really know why. Just stare at the sky and space out ~

3. I'm obsess with bags and wallets. I have quite a lot of them at home,
even in hostel =P I just L.O.V.E bags and wallets!! But I only use some of them though =="

4. I like post-it notes, don't you think it's a really useful thing? x)

5. I super duper love small notebooks with dividers,
the more the better!

6. I used to be a NO-BURP/NO-FART-at-the-public-girl ..
not anymore *evil smile* BUT, not everytime.

7. I like to imagine things .. a LOT OF THINGS.
Things that you can't even imagine ..

8. I talk straight at times, I can't help it I guess.
I talk what's on my mind.

9. I may look very laid-back to you, but I'm a very
organised person!
Come and check my files next time ..
LOLS! I love to make my stuffs really organised =)

10. I'm a paranoid when it comes to cleaning. I want
EVERYTHING to be cleaned!

11. When doing cleaning, never ever get near to me.
'Coz my temper will always be 100% boiling, I felt that
the cleaning will never be done and hence, boiling temper.

12. When I know the truth, sometimes I keep it to myself
until .. I don't know when. Right time I guess?
That's why I always get hurt ..

13. I may look super happy or hyper sometimes,
I'm actually sad inside.

14. I really like jogging/sprinting, but I'm just lazy.

15. I like piercing a lot, 'coz I think it takes the pain away
from my 'heart'. Same goes to tattoo .. eventhough I haven't
got any! XD




I tagged you:
1. Merry
2. Steph
3. Nadia
4. Nora
5. Minna
6. Fatin
7. Stella
8. Ah Kai
9. Qamar
10. Carol Xin




jotted down @ 10:40:00 AM ~ j'ai plutôt tendance à être qui je suis, qui que je ne suis pas .. | Rain dropped 0 | Linkie =D


tiring weekend ..

I am actually in a dress. YES, midnight lagi. It's like I just attend a prom night or something, lols! The dress I'm wearing, actually I wore it during the first day of CNY 'o8 and so freaking regret it 'coz it rained and it's so bloody cold!

ANYWAYS, I'm just trying my dresses 'coz tomorrow evening I have a photoshoot at Nan Yang with Beng they all =) Macam models yi siaa ~ hohohohoho!! I guess I'll use the gold one .. the one I wore to SMSA's prom 'o6. I loike that dress a lot =P I gotta choose another casual outfit for the photoshoot tooo & gotta bring my shades. Mafan righttttt? It's all Beng's idea, lame! HAHA!


I'm just kidding Beng ;)


I'm looking forward to that photoshoot of ours =D

So today, I've submit my first practical papers for computer science. I so wanna bang my head against the wall because of my answers and summary .. feels like I'm gonna fail it BADLYYYYYY ~ but I DON'T CARE ANYMOREEEE !! 'Coz the next practical is actually starting to kill me now T___T and the assignment!! It's really like ... ...


&^@##$^&*(&$#@#$^%&%">&$#@#$^%&%^


like that =D

And computer science .. TOTALLY DON'T GET IT FULLSTOP

That's my comment.

I think I didn't say much 'bout uni eh? All I can say is about clothing .. I finally wear jeans(started on Wed) to uni, which is not allowed but I sooooo don't care (A) I'm the rebellious one. Hoho. Well, at least I didn't wear shorts or skirts loo ~

Few days ago I saw a senior, who wore this black leggings with short short skirt with spagetti-strap top with a cardigan .. and that outfit is super NO NO de looo ~ I didn't manage to take picture of her though ~ =P

I think it was Thursday afternoon, I walked to the ICTC using the nearest path from CLT. When I almost reached ICTC, I heard some noise, like the dried grass kena stepped. Then I turnd back to see, and I saw this LONG TAIL from the longkang, like climbing up to the grass. I looked to the plant part and I saw this BIG MONITOR LIZARD!!!


ARGGGHHHHHH!!


Kung bu lo okay!! I wanted to take a picutre of the monitor lizard but when I was walking towards it, it didn't move at all and I can feel its eyes on me .. and I kinda freaked out so I turned back and kinda 'run' to ICTC. I'm afraid that it'll eat me up .. (like as if)

Better be safe then sorry!! XD

I went to Uni's canteen .. finally. I didn't know canteen exists lo!! Me and Mel kept on complaining, then the next day Fung told me that there IS a canteen. HAHA! Me and Siaw Huei went there for lunch and it's DELICIOUSSSSS!! Finally, a real meal ... *sniff sniff*

Have I told you guys that the one of the securities (female) is kinda .. scary to me? 'Coz I think she likes girls. 'Coz she's been smiling to me like really know me, since the FIRST DAY I moved into hostel. And then hooo ~ 2 weeks ago when I was walking back to hostel, she was guarding at the lecturer's carpark with another security ..

Security: Tahun 1 ka?
Me: Ha? Oh yeaa .. first year.
Security: Ahh ~ nice looking aa you *smile*
Me: Haha. Thank you ..


Then I walked away 'casually' with Mel, with my face showing that I'm so scareeeee.

Then after my 5pm-6pm French class with Siaw Huei, at the security booth, bunch of securities sitting outside. For sure I smile at all of them maa ~ they've been really friendly with me. The same security againnn ~

Security: Siapa nama mu? (if I'm not mistaken)
Me: Nikki *smile*
Security: Ahh ~ umur brapa?
Me: 20 this year.
Security: *shocked* 20?? *smile* I seee ..

Then walked back to our block to meet Mel ..


NOT SCARY MEHH!! I SCARE LO OKAY!!


Hopefully, next time if I reached hostel late, they'll be nice and let me in .. HAHA!

Imma end the blog by posting up some of the pictures that I meant to upload for quite a while .. heh!


Before Beng became Hero and Gabby became the Rubbish Man.


Fiq was a little bit 'not-him' that night ...


Finally, Beng became the 'hero'.


Picture tells EVERYTHING ..


A picture to show Laopo that I'm using her bag XD


Carried these to my room last week .. si beh heavy =="

Hostel bed.


My tiny hostel room =="




jotted down @ 12:06:00 AM ~ j'ai plutôt tendance à être qui je suis, qui que je ne suis pas .. | Rain dropped 0 | Linkie =D

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

emo .. NOT! or maybe yes?

I'm not gonna put much words today .. or maybe just a bit? Okay, never mind 'bout me. Lols.

Anyways, I'm gonna blog 2 songs by Rihanna .. one old, one new. To me, it's kinda connected. First, the girl was 'Unfaithful' .. then, she asks the boyfriend to 'Take A Bow'. LOL!


Unfaithful - Rihanna - Unfaithful


Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah



Take A Bow - Rihanna



Oh, How about a round of applause, Yeah
A standing ovation
Oooooo, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Chorus]
Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
Talkin’ bout'
Girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (on)

[Chorus]
And don't tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

[Bridge]
Oh, And the award for
The best liar goes to you (goes to you)
For making me believe (that you)
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Oh

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it’s over now


Been wanting to post 'Take A Bow' for quite a while but didn't manage too .. very 'feel' for me =)

I couldn't say much anymore .. BUT, I wanna post some quotes .. or maybe a short paragragh, or macam poem punya. Lols. All from my love =)


"The hottest love has the coldest end."

"You broke me, you broke my heart,
you broke everything!
You turned my world upside down and inside out,
BUT I know it was worth it for
that one moment of love we had,
it's a shame it went bad.."

"Relationships are like glass.
Sometimes it's better to leave them broken
than try to hurt yourself putting it back together."


"Someone can walk into your life,
and it is not until after they walk out,
that you realize that they were even there."


"A relationship is like a train.
If one passes,
then the next one will come.
I'm sure and if you get off the train,
you'll realize that everything is the same."


Ji emo yi sia ~ =P


I'M OKAY ALRIGHT? =)


And I edited this one myself .. original one is my love's shoutout.

"Should I smile because you're my lover,
or should I cry because I'm not your only one?"

Probably read it somewhere .. not sure =P This is just .. how I feel .. =]

Alright, emo time over! Dreamd land now ..






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