cry on your pillow.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

I can't stop replaying The Best Mistake I've Ever Made from my blog =) Anyone who has this song, PLEASE send it to me!

It feels superrrrrrr good to be home, especially the hot shower. I can just scratch my butt at home relax, a lot. I haven't unpack my stuffs yet and I'm planning to make a study plan. BUT, I don't know if I'll follow it .. HEHE.

Few days more and it's our semester break and .. I still gotta get myself prepare with my upcoming Statistics test, that's the reason why I wanna make a study plan =S


Blaaa ~ I'm tired now and I'm outtttt!


And and, Fiq intro-ed me this song. A very nice song .. for the guys ;)








Do you feel what I feel?

the best mistake i've ever made.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Broadband isn't a b*tch after all =)


Didn't get to hike but went to The Mall and watched Valkyrie with Danny, Mel, Siaw Huei, Yon and Max ..




and I like it =D Teary eyes near the ending 'coz I think Tom Cruise very kasian. Sighs.

Anyone who likes history or taking history, you should watch it ;)


Anyways ~ I'm a follower of a friend's blog and he posted this video few days ago and with the video, he wrote ..


"Very, very, nice song.
Beautiful lyrics that goes so well with the melody and video.

Please, listen. You will never regret it."


I listened and I did not regret it =)




One step too far
All at once I'm falling
Just like a star
I'm burning for you
Thought I could keep myself from feeling this way
I guess that was my first mistake

Cause suddenly I'm walking'
Down a dark street to your door
Wanting you is driving' me insane
And now my feet are standing
Where they've never stood before
Guided by a twist of fate

If I lose myself with you tonight
Fall apart or hold on tight
Wrong or right
I won't be afraid
Cause even if my heart should break
You'd be the best mistake I ever made

I'm in your room
Now there's no denying'
What's in your eyes
When I look at you
Two shadows talking' but they don't make a sound
Words have lost their meaning now

And the air has turned electric
Now I know the time is right
To put myself into your hands
And suddenly I'm shaking'
As your fingers touch my skin
I don't need to understand

But If I lose myself with you tonight
Fall apart or hold on tight
Wrong or right
I won't be afraid
Cause even if my heart should break
You'd be the best mistake I ever made

And if tomorrow proves me wrong
I swear I don't belong
I know I'll carry on

So I will lose myself and bare my soul
Take this chance cause heaven knows
I'm so far gone, my choice is made
And even if my heart should break

When I lose myself with you tonight
Fall apart or hold on tight
Wrong or right
I'll always say
You're the best mistake I ever made
You're the best mistake I ever made
You're the best mistake I ever made(I ever made)



Lyrics from here.





And that's so sweet of you ..

turntable.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Okay, my Broadband is such a b*tch 'coz I couldn't connect at all. I've paid my bills on time and it should be working! I did receive a letter 'bout me didn't pay .. BUT I DID. I guess I gotta go and check it first ..

Now I'm in Siaw Huei's room using her Broadband ..

Thanks A LOT woman!

HEHE. I wanted to blog and play Mafia War baaa ~

And and and .. I forgot to bring my hair conditioner -____-"" But a very nice Mel lend me hers for consecutive 2 days ..

Thanks A LOT woman!

I'll get mine tomorrow at Giant =)


I sooo regret that I didn't bring New Moon with me this time, at least I could finish it off today or tomorrow. Sighs.

It's pretty late now and I guess I should head back to my room and leave Siaw Huei to her Integration revision .. I'm so jobless right now. The same goes to tomorrow ..


OHH ..


I almost forgot that I got games to play .. =)) and and Gossip Girl. HEHE. And tomorrow afternoon, hiking again!

The song below .. is pretty cool ;) Reminds me one of Timbaland's song .. Maybe you guys can guess which song I meant =P





Turntables - Ciara Feat. Chris Brown


Ahh, yeah,
Didn't thin you'd expect
this one right ?
C Breezy
Excuse me Mr. DJ
you need to turn it up
This song is fire
i'm about to burn it up
You ready, i'm ready
go right to the left
If you get tired
you fired
so stay on track
imma holla back

I'm too beautiful to be alone
Take me to a place
that only we know

Wats the deal bout
what ya lookin for
Know what ya need
baby come on

Be my DJ kinght
Won't ya come n save my life
You turn me on (on)
me on (on)
me on (on)
But ya need a raw record
With somethin unexpected
To keep me goin (goin)
Me goin (goin)
me goin (goin)

I want you to
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me

(Rewind)
Runnin' back i put you in a trance
Spinnin' like i record
i'm in your hands
My selection makes you wanna dance yeah
Before ya leave i have one request

Be my DJ kinght
Won't ya come n save my life
You turn me on (on)
me on (on)
me on (on)
But ya need a raw record
With somethin unexpected
To keep me goin (goin)
Me goin (goin)
me goin (goin)

I want you to
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me

Don't know why they tryin for
They can't keep me off the floor
Coz you keep me wantin more
Don't Stop what you're doin
Coz i dont know why they tryin for
They can't keep me off the floor
Coz you keep me wantin more
Don't stop what you're doin

Be my DJ kinght
Won't ya come n save my life
You turn me on (on)
me on (on)
me on (on)
But ya need a raw record
With somethin unexpected
To keep me goin (goin)
Me goin (goin)
me goin (goin)

I want you to
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me

Ha, c'mon
Now turn 'em on me baby
Why don't cha turn em on me baby


Be my DJ kinght
Won't ya come n save my life
You turn me on (on)
me on (on)
me on (on)
But ya need a raw record
With somethin unexpected
To keep me goin (goin)
Me goin (goin)
me goin (goin)

I want you to
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me


Lyrics from here.





I'm just me,
when I'm with you.

my love.

Monday, February 23, 2009

I loikeeeeeee Sunday Splash!

Or should I say Monday Splash? -_____-||| I had so much fun and I wonder if we'll be going to the next one again =P Too bad Fiq, Jun and Fung can't make it =( I'm sure we'll have moreeee fun if they were with us!

It was raining a bit and rained even moreeee after we dinner. Spoiler.

I are so tired right now and I don't know if I should sleep early or continue with my Mafia Wars .. I'm waiting for my energy to be full again. LOLS! I knowww ~ a bit siao liao.

I think it's better for me to tidor dulu ..

Good night people! =D



My Love - The Dream Ft. Mariah Carey - JASz


Uhh Radio Killa
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The game put it down like this no no no
Ima baby, she was shawty
Uhm Rockin
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The-Dream
Now who's right there
Every time you cry
Go to sleep and wake up on your side
Endless love I always provide
They hatin' on us and you should know why
But who's been lovin' you lately?
Who's willin' to go half on the baby?
Who, who, who's tryin' to flag our ship?
They just tryin' to get the love you give
But baby

Chorus
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Oh, oh, oh
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)

Oh, oh, oh, oh (repeat)

Mariah Carey
So they don't understand why I never leave you
Explain my love I don't need to
Got everybody way up in our business
'Cause leaving each other
Stay on they wish list
I see them reaching everytime
You call me baby
They on my back like a shirt
Get off me baby
They don't love me
Let 'em wonder why
here to stay and they goin' bye bye

Who's the one calling you baby?
Who's in love with yo @ss like crazy?
Who, who, who's gonna flag down our ship?
Just tryin' to get the love you give
Baby

Chorus : The Dream + Mariah Carey
Tell me what they know about my love
(they know about my love)
Tell me what they know about my love
(Tell me what they know about my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love) hey
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Oh, oh, oh
Tell me what they know about my love (ouuh)
Tell me what they know about my love (Tell me what)
Tell me what they know about my love (no no no no no)
Tell me what they know about my love (no no no no no)

Oh, oh, oh, oh (repeat)

The-Dream
Girl my love is your love
And there ain't nothing in this world
That they can do to make me give you up
Ooo, ooo baby
You will always be my girl
So let 'em do whatever
Say whatever
'Cause I ain't givin' you up
No, no, no, no

The-Dream and Mariah Carey
Pretty baby
No, no, they don't know
No, no, they don't know
No, no, they don't know
No, no, they don't know

Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)

Oh, oh, oh, oh


Lyrics from here.





I like the way it is =)

do what you want 2 me.

Pretty lazy to blog lately 'coz I want to relaxxxxxxx ~ Plus, I've been busy playing Mafia Wars on Facebook. Join meeeee!! LOL.

Sunday is suppose to be the day that I sleep in till anytime-that-I-desire but Mamee woke me up to walk Beauty -_____- I couldn't sleep anymore and I decided to do the laundry and some other chores .. & read New Moon. Four more chapters and I'll be done!

I seriously don't know what to write anymore except that I can't waitttttt to go to Empire later and have fun with the guys! =D It's funny that Monday has Sunday Splash as well and it's weird to call it Monday Splash .. I guess it's because of the public holiday and it's all gooodddd!

By the way ..


HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!


And I think, sooner or later, I'll be tapo 'coz me this chabo always hangout with tapos and the other chabos are always busy and the tapos treat me like tapo. Dammit you tapos! I'm a reallll chabo alright!


This is my current message tone =D



Do You Want To Me (feat. Britney Spears)[ www.FromDaHoodiSBacK.BlogSpot.Com ] - Nicole Scherzinger

Do what you want 2 me (yeah)
Do, do, do, do what you want 2 me
Do what you want 2 me (yeah)
Do, do, do, do what you want 2 me

I want someone to take control
of my body
Tell me how much you, want me
Chain me up and lock me
and rough me up
Do what you want 2 me
do, do, do, do what you want 2 me
Im giving you soul, destiny
a very sexy part of me, boy!

Tell me when you ready to go
Coz I'm ready
You touch me there and im bout to explode
The flows heavy
I remember so, so comfort this
...i want you
ill be your yoyo pull me down ill let go
(i only wanna please you)

And I know that youre the kinda boy that makes a girl mind blow and i could prolly take it but ill have to control cant you hear me begging soon ill break your ear drum and like a nympho i want more

I want someone to take control
of my body
tell me how much you want me?
Chain me up and lock me
and rough me up

Do what you want 2 me
do, do, do, do what you want 2 me
Im giving you soul, destiny
a very sexy part of me, boy!

Do what you want 2 me (yeah)
Do, do, do, do what you want 2 me (what)
Do what you want 2 me (yeah)
Do, do, do, do what you want 2 me

Ill take you to a place where no one goes
its filled with passion,be your bunny
baby get in the hole, give me the carrot
I remember so, so comfort this
you've used your tong like a match mix front to back
and I'm back na na... na

And I know that youre the kinda boy that makes a girl mind blow and i could prolly take it but ill have to control cant you hear me begging soon ill break your ear drum and like a nympho i want more

I want someone to take control
of my body
tell me how much you want me?
Chain me up and lock me
and rough me up

Do what you want 2 me
do, do, do, do what you want 2 me
Im giving you soul, destiny
a very sexy part of me huh!

Do what you want 2 me (yeah)
Do, do, do, do what you want 2 me
Do what you want 2 me (yeah)
Do, do, do, do what you want 2 me

And I know that youre the kinda boy that makes a girl mind blow and i could hardly take it but ill have to control cant you hear me begging soon ill break your ear drum and like a nympho i want more
I want someone to take control
of my body
tell me how much you want me?
Chain me up and lock me
and rough me up

Do what you want 2 me
do, do, do, do what you want 2 me
Im giving you soul, destiny
a very sexy part of me huh!

Do what you want 2 me (yeah)
Do, do, do, do what you want 2 me (what)
Do what you want 2 me (yeah)
Do, do, do, do what you want 2 me (what)

whispers: (do what you want to me)


Lyrics from here.

Not to forget ..


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You make my heart skips a beat.

so I make you high.

Friday, February 20, 2009

You think I'm a devil,
but you can't leave me,
'coz you love it when I make you high.

And at that very moment,
I'm your angel,
your saviour.

Believe it or not,
but you can't deny that,
I'm a mixutre of devil and angel.

You love me when you have me,
you miss me when you can't have me,
you just want me.

You love to spend cash on me,
that you just can't stop doing it,
repeating it .. non-stop.

You tried to get rid of me one day,
but only till then you realised that,
I'm a part of your system.


You hate me,
'coz I'm your addiction.



And you love me,
'coz I make you high.

gravity.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

I feel VERY VERY good about myself today =D

We went to Bukit Shahbandar again and this time ~ I hiked 5 hills and it wasn't as bad as the first one. As in out of breath and all those shits. HEHE.

Pretty much tired right now and I think I'll start doing my assignment ..






(P/S: I had lotsa fun after hiking =D )





Truth or dare?

a lil bit under the weather.

I just got back from Jasmine's room and man .. HECAS is some confusing shit and I'm glad that Jasmine helped me out.

Thanks a lot Jasmine! =D

If I did this all by myself, I'm sure I won't be done at this time -___-||| Wish me tonnes of luck people!



And and, I woke up with a sorethroat. Dammit.

crush.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Firstly, I want salute to the people who built the stairs at Bukit Shabandar.


IT IS SOME TOUGH SHITS MAN!


I last minute ikut Max, Danny, Rick and Vincent for hiking and man ~ I thought I'll faint after the first hill! I was breathing SO HARD for air .. like at anytime, I'll be suffocated & pass out.

Lucky me that the guys didn't just leave me at the back and wait for me .. I bet that they won't do such thing to me. I mean, I'm such nice girl so vulnerable and all that .. HAHA!

Overall, hiking is fun and I shall do it more =D

Can anyone tell me how many hills are they in Shahbandar? o.O

And and and ..

I'm currently in love with this song =D Probably because maybe more or less, it kinda suits my situation. MAYBE only =)







It's all worth it =)

this is what I call 'love' =)

I'm touched .. super touched =')

What more could I ask from God when He gives me such a good friend, someone never fail to make me laugh; someone that I could count on no matter in what kind of situation I am; someone that I can be myself when I'm around her; someone to have fun with .. and most importantly, feel loved.


Laopo,

You came down late night, already touched me heart. I know you didn't drive for like 1 year plus! It's okay even if there's no fancy card. You know even a message can make me happy =]

And and ..


I ♥ YOU EVEN MORE!!






And really,
Thank God that I have you =')

1, 2, 3, 4.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

I woke up this morning feeling kinda sick .. headache & flu. I hope that tomorrow I'll feel better. I gotta be ... it sucks to be sick and away from home at the same time.

Despite that I feel kinda sick, Dadee, me and Jade brought Beauty to beach for a walk .. or should I say run -____-|||


So I'm pretty exhausted right now, running with her really needs some good stamina and Imma try to get it back!

I found this nice death and dried up crab on the beach and when we're leaving, Dadee has to carry Beauty over the curb 'coz she's such a pussy that she's afraid to climb and ..


.. Dadee accidentally placed her over my crab.

Me: O.O
Dadee: *laugh then smile at me*
Me: Yea right, and you said I could bring it back to campus to make it as specimen ..
Dadee: *laugh*


Thanks a lot Dadee -_______-|||


Fiq just showed me this video .. I hope you guys will like it =) Try to link the song title with the lyrics ;) I hope you guys get what I mean. Hehe.



1-2-1-2-3-4
Give me more loving than I’ve ever had
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad
Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting mad
I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
Its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
You’re the best that I’ve had
And I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1 2 1 2 3 4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
1-2-3-4
I love you
(I love you) I love you




Lyrics from here.





Sweeter than sweet =)

Happy Valentine's Day!

Saturday, February 14, 2009

I am uber tired today -_________-


Today's practical was quite fun =D We walked around the campus in our own group ..



.. looking for mud wasps' nest.



I used to think that it's some ants using mud to built their nest ... but now I know what is it. And it's pretty fun to poke the pupa =D I know it sounds 'ewwww' but hey, you should try if you never did it! I think Lin Ji, Radz and Mui Foon were so lucky, they got a live larva! But ~ it also means that we took one life away -____-"

Me and Bill still got one more specimen to check then we're done on our part. I hope our group's reports will be good =)

Okay, enough with biology-ness.


Happy Valentine's Day!


*sniff sniff*

Love is definitely in the air 'coz 2 friends of mine are currently in love just few days before this special day. Congrats to you girls! Ngam-ngam both live next to each other & first boyfriend ;) I wish you two the best =D

I gave cookies that I baked to some of my friends in UBD and I got positive comments from it =)) Glad that they like it 'coz I like my cookies a lot too! HEHE. But I didn't save any for myself soo ~ I'm planning to bake some for myself few days later. Probably on Thursday.


Thanks Danny =____="

I think the lines across my face is indicating that I'm dark .. I THINK.

And no, I have no special plans for tonight. I actually wanted to relax at home/revise Stats but Jun asked me out with dinner with him and Fiq, just yesterday. We went to Procter for steambot and boy .. I love steambot!

I was sooo tired that when we're hanging out at our usual spot, I went to Fiq's car and slept for half an hour. Lols!

Found this video and I think it's nice for today =)




Click here for more of their videos!


And again,

Happy Valentine's Day =)





If only I have more courage ..

Friday 13rd.

Friday, February 13, 2009

I finally did what I always wanted to do =D


Watch movie alone!

It feels kinda good to watch movie alone .. it's a true me-time. And and Underworld 3 is GOOD! In my opinion la ~ 'coz some friends said that the movie is just alright. Told chu I like vampires and werewolves movies =)

Anyways, the trip to Pulau Bedukang got cancelled because we're soooo unlucky, instead of low tide, we got high tide. Once again, I came up for nothing =_="


That's Pulau Bedukang. Damn tides. I somehow think it might be because it's Friday 13rd that's why we're so unlucky. It's the first time that it happened! Or .. God hears my prayer, that I don't want to do report .. HEHE.

Since we can't go over there, trip's cancelled and some of us went to The Arch for breakfast.


And I have a very healthy breakfast. Mixed fruits and omelette. (Is my spelling correct??)

I texted my mum 'bout my trip got cancelled and she texted me back saying that if I have nothing to do in hostel, I can go to ICC for the RTB carnival. She knows those stuffs more than I do! A very very loyal listener to Pilihan -_____-"

So me, Afandi and Bill went there in the afternoon, after their Friday prayer.

It's quite cool and fun =D

At least I won something from the floating duck booth. I know my smile looks like kena forced .. I am not. It's probably because I'm tired =P


And I got this ..

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Hey! Better than nothing right? =P And and .. HEHE. Secret.

criminal.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

I Charcoal's lunch!

I rushed back to Seria this afternoon 'coz my mum told me that her friend, Uncle Arthur, is giving us his doggie because his maid is leaving and no one will be taking care of his doggie at home.

When I reached home, I saw 'her' ..

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Her name is Beauty =D

When Uncle Arthur told my mum her name is Beauty ..

Mum: Beauty?? Then where's the beast?
Uncle Arthur: I'm the beast!


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She's already trained and Mamee told me that she barks at those kaling-looking people or dark-skinned people ..

Mamee: When your dad came down this morning, she barked at him. Hahahahaha!
Me: HAHAHAHAHA! Lucky that she didn't bark at me when I reached home!
Mamee: She even barked at Jia Yau. Hahahahaha!
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

And today again, I was mistaken as Malay by my previous MIB tutor.

I was told by Mel that he asked me to see him to let him know that I've changed my tutorial group. So I did after Yon picked me up from hostel this morning.

I found my tutor ..

Me: Hi Sir. I'm Nikki, I've changed from Group 7 to Group 8.
Tutor: *blur*
Me: Err ~ you asked my friend to tell me to come and see you .. ?
Tutor: Ohh! *speaks in Malay*
Me: *frown 'coz I don't really get him*
Tutor: *speaks in Malay* .. you understand Malay ka?
Me: Urmm .. I think I get you ..
Tutor: You're not Malay ka??
Me: -____-||| I'm Chinese.
Tutor: Ohhh!! I thought you're Malay .. *continue with what he's suppose to say but in English*

When I walked away, doing what he told me to do ..

Tutor: She's really Chinese?? I thought she's Malay!
Yon: *laugh*

(P/S: Can't remember what he said to Yon but something like that)

Okay .. why does it have to happen in front of Yon?! Dammit.

I didn't get to lunch with Ding and the rest 'coz I gotta rush back to hostel as I have field work tomorrow. I'm tired but I can't wait to go! =D But tomorrow afternoon in the lab .. *thumbs down*

This time we gotta write up a report =S

Okay, gotta go to dreamland before I regret the next morning.



Criminal - Slim (of 112)


No lyrics 'coz .. I can't find it =D





Why do you have to do that?

beautiful.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

A fire drill (I don't remember how they call it) talk was held in our hostel's hall and it's compulsory for us to attend and so .. yea we did. It was SO BLOODY HOT outside okay .. =="







We ran away before the function ends. We went to Giant for food (me only) and Kiulap to pick up Siaw Huei's laptop and hopefully her laptop won't have any problem anymore.

When we're back to hostel, I bumped into both female and male hostel's securities and the male securities showed me the snakes they caught from the opposite block of my block. I THINK they were expecting screams from me but they got none of those 'coz I like snakes =)) Not when they attack laaa ~

Male securities: *show me the snake in bottle*
Me: EEEE ~ !! SO NICE!
Male & female securities: Eh? Not scared ka?
Me: No. *smiling*

HAHA!

The snakes are pretty la! I forgot to take their pics and .. I forgot that I could bring it to the Bio Department -____-||| Before I was going out for dinner I stopped by at the security post and asked them about it, the securities have changed shift but they were some kind ladies and asked the male securities but they didn't keep it =(( Boo hoo! Sayang laaa ~

I remember the snakes have green and a bit of red and black on the head (or is it on some part of the body?) .. if I'm not mistaken.

Annt and Fung are staying in my hostel room today =D I helped Annt to blow up her inflatable mattress ALL BY MYSELF.


It looks easy BUT IT'S NOT! Damnn ~ my first few tries lead me to some dizzy-ness @.@ But in the end, I survived & definitely not dead yet & tired & .. my neck felt kinda numb after that.

Pictures of me and Annt =D

Before going out ..

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Before going to bed.

No make-up at all, no photoshop.
SUPER natural.

A video to show y'all =D



I like his voice ;)
Try to find him at Youtube and check out all his videos =D





When you smile,
my face glows =)

i miss you.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

So MA 2111 is okay .. I guess. Well, first of all there's a lot of formula & shits and I felt relieve when Dr. Mangalam taught 'bout normal distribution .. something I've learned in Form 6. I guess it's really time for me to hit the library and make full use of it!

Night class is fine, just that the lecturer let us out later .. around 15 - 20 minutes?

During MIB lecture, I'm too bored and in such a pussy mood that I kinda re-do my timetable for this semester and find that only Tuesday and Saturday are my busy days. Saturday is like straight 5 hours then I'm done while on Tuesday, there are two 2-hours gaps in between my 3 hours lectures, 2 hours lecture and 1 hour tutorial and that's till 8pm.


Okay, that's some boring shit no? =P


My feet are even worse today by the way =D I guess my mum's heels are really some killer heels!

Rushed to Batu Bersurat and met with Swian & later G came too =) I are so jealous of them 'coz they're going to KL ~ ~ ~ I want to shop too =(


Another birthday boy today =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY!!


Okay, seriously .. I'm so tired that I can't think of what I want to type again BUT I do have a song to share with y'all. I knew this song is because my dearest BABY FIQ FIQ.

Fiq, ya happy now? ;)




I Miss You - Jenson

I Miss You - Jenson

I did some things i shouldnt have done
Said some things that were wrong
Girl, i was just too scared to fall in love
I have to cuz of my complications
wore out all your patience
girl, i dont blame you for being fed up
but then it hit me all at once, when you left
just like a hundred thousand tons, in my chest
wishing this pain would go away, and leave me
but it gets worse, everyday, cuz babyyy
I cant let you go, I keep tryin but I cant girl
its impossible, i miss you too bad
I cant wish away the pain that i cannot do girl
and all i can say is... i miss you.

tryin to tell myself to move on, to grow up and be strong
girl, i keep thinkin bout those better days
so many things i wanna tell you
like how much i love you
but girl, cant believe you're really gone away
and then it hit me all at once, when you left
just like a hundred thousand tons, in my chest
wishing this pain would go away, and leave me
but it gets worse, everyday, cuz babyyy
I can't let you go, i keep tryin but i cant girl
its impossible, i miss you too bad
I cant wish away the pain that i cannot do girl
and all i can say is... i miss you.

Damn baby girl i miss you so much
wanna hear your voice, wanna feel your touch
wanna feel your heart beating next to mines
but i know that i cant just press rewind
if i could, then i would in an instant
promise that things would be so damn different
promise that i wouldnt be so distant
i cant believe that my best friends gone
without you, it just feel so wrong
what i would give to sing a different song
but your tellin me my chance is blown
all i can do now is just sit and dream
reminiscing on what might have been
wishing you would come back to me
but i know you just want me to set you free

I can't let you go, i keep tryin but i cant girl
its impossible, i miss you too bad
I cant wish away the pain that i cannot do girl
and all i can say is... i miss you.


Lyrics from here.





I wonder where will these stuffs lead us to ..