obviously ...

SUPER


DUPER


TIRED.


Fuhh .. I really am.


Got a suck 4/25 for my Computer Science test but got a super good 9/10 for my MA1101 =D

WOOO!

Wonder how's my French test ..

updates.

Sorry for not updating people =P Been sooooo busy with uni .. yea, stupid computer practical assignment. Sure have 1 every week ==" Anyways, we had this small test the other day for computer, from Number System until Boolean Algebra ..


AND I'M GETTING ZERO FOR SURE!!


So, f ' k it =D


And today during my computer practical ..


Mr.Chong: A lot of you owe me 1 mark .. which means you got -1 for your test.



SO ~ yea, never mind ~

And we had another small test on math, DAMN EASY LA HO.I'm sure I'll get good mark for that ^^ If I fail then paiseh loo ~ it's like the revision of A-level nia.


Remember I said that I wanted to find my biology's Dr.Charles but couldn't? I got the picture of him leaving a note. He just stick it onto his office's door like that =="


And one 'love-letter' from me to Annt and Fung. I saw Annt's car at the parking lot so I decided to leave a love letter for them two and she thought some people left warning note about her parking. HAHA!


Last week I googled 'bout my blog .. too bored alright ~ then I found mywebsite connected to Kimora Lee Simmons =="



About the photoshoot .. I forgot to take the pictures from Fung, but I managed to get one from her over MSN. The server is so slow that I beh tahan so ~ yea .. Only one for you to see. The others were taken with my handphone =P

Beng, Haz, Gabby, Fung, Me, Fiq, Jun and Yu.

Alright .. I look so lifeless here =="

Ah Jun =D
*the way I smile is weird ==" *

This is my favourite one la ho! XD

Celebrated Mel's 19th birthday at T2 ^^ I think I look ugly/funny so I decided not to scare you guys with my fugly look. HAHA!! Or probably after I edit the pictures? x)

I went to airport on Sunday to see Beng for the last time .. until the next time I see him again =') That silly dude even sent an e-mail to us to say goodbye .. Damn touched. I even cried while reading it .. let me ask him if it's okay to post the e-mail here ;)

I was eating with my sapo at the airport's Jollibee and we saw Royal's flight .. Damn big lo!


Gosh .. another test coming up. French. This Saturday evening. Hope I'll be okay with it ==" Still having a bit prob with my pronunciation but anyways, it's a written test so I guess I can memorise all those words ... Wish me luck!

tagged by jeannie.

Rules
. state 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself
. The 10 people I tag are to then to follow my footsteps
and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts.
. No tag backs


1. I love looking into the mirror during night time, especially after I shower.
I could stare at myself for a longgggg time then I'll start touching my hair
and my face =="

2. Before I sleep(at home), I have a habit of staring into the dark night and
looking at stars .. I don't really know why. Just stare at the sky and space out ~

3. I'm obsess with bags and wallets. I have quite a lot of them at home,
even in hostel =P I just L.O.V.E bags and wallets!! But I only use some of them though =="

4. I like post-it notes, don't you think it's a really useful thing? x)

5. I super duper love small notebooks with dividers,
the more the better!

6. I used to be a NO-BURP/NO-FART-at-the-public-girl ..
not anymore *evil smile* BUT, not everytime.

7. I like to imagine things .. a LOT OF THINGS.
Things that you can't even imagine ..

8. I talk straight at times, I can't help it I guess.
I talk what's on my mind.

9. I may look very laid-back to you, but I'm a very
organised person! Come and check my files next time ..
LOLS! I love to make my stuffs really organised =)

10. I'm a paranoid when it comes to cleaning. I want
EVERYTHING to be cleaned!

11. When doing cleaning, never ever get near to me.
'Coz my temper will always be 100% boiling, I felt that
the cleaning will never be done and hence, boiling temper.

12. When I know the truth, sometimes I keep it to myself
until .. I don't know when. Right time I guess?
That's why I always get hurt ..

13. I may look super happy or hyper sometimes,
I'm actually sad inside.

14. I really like jogging/sprinting, but I'm just lazy.

15. I like piercing a lot, 'coz I think it takes the pain away
from my 'heart'. Same goes to tattoo .. eventhough I haven't
got any! XD




I tagged you:
1. Merry
2. Steph
3. Nadia
4. Nora
5. Minna
6. Fatin
7. Stella
8. Ah Kai
9. Qamar
10. Carol Xin

tiring weekend ..

I am actually in a dress. YES, midnight lagi. It's like I just attend a prom night or something, lols! The dress I'm wearing, actually I wore it during the first day of CNY 'o8 and so freaking regret it 'coz it rained and it's so bloody cold!

ANYWAYS, I'm just trying my dresses 'coz tomorrow evening I have a photoshoot at Nan Yang with Beng they all =) Macam models yi siaa ~ hohohohoho!! I guess I'll use the gold one .. the one I wore to SMSA's prom 'o6. I loike that dress a lot =P I gotta choose another casual outfit for the photoshoot tooo & gotta bring my shades. Mafan righttttt? It's all Beng's idea, lame! HAHA!


I'm just kidding Beng ;)


I'm looking forward to that photoshoot of ours =D

So today, I've submit my first practical papers for computer science. I so wanna bang my head against the wall because of my answers and summary .. feels like I'm gonna fail it BADLYYYYYY ~ but I DON'T CARE ANYMOREEEE !! 'Coz the next practical is actually starting to kill me now T___T and the assignment!! It's really like ... ...


&^@##$^&*(&$#@#$^%&%">&$#@#$^%&%^


like that =D

And computer science .. TOTALLY DON'T GET IT FULLSTOP

That's my comment.

I think I didn't say much 'bout uni eh? All I can say is about clothing .. I finally wear jeans(started on Wed) to uni, which is not allowed but I sooooo don't care (A) I'm the rebellious one. Hoho. Well, at least I didn't wear shorts or skirts loo ~

Few days ago I saw a senior, who wore this black leggings with short short skirt with spagetti-strap top with a cardigan .. and that outfit is super NO NO de looo ~ I didn't manage to take picture of her though ~ =P

I think it was Thursday afternoon, I walked to the ICTC using the nearest path from CLT. When I almost reached ICTC, I heard some noise, like the dried grass kena stepped. Then I turnd back to see, and I saw this LONG TAIL from the longkang, like climbing up to the grass. I looked to the plant part and I saw this BIG MONITOR LIZARD!!!


ARGGGHHHHHH!!


Kung bu lo okay!! I wanted to take a picutre of the monitor lizard but when I was walking towards it, it didn't move at all and I can feel its eyes on me .. and I kinda freaked out so I turned back and kinda 'run' to ICTC. I'm afraid that it'll eat me up .. (like as if)

Better be safe then sorry!! XD

I went to Uni's canteen .. finally. I didn't know canteen exists lo!! Me and Mel kept on complaining, then the next day Fung told me that there IS a canteen. HAHA! Me and Siaw Huei went there for lunch and it's DELICIOUSSSSS!! Finally, a real meal ... *sniff sniff*

Have I told you guys that the one of the securities (female) is kinda .. scary to me? 'Coz I think she likes girls. 'Coz she's been smiling to me like really know me, since the FIRST DAY I moved into hostel. And then hooo ~ 2 weeks ago when I was walking back to hostel, she was guarding at the lecturer's carpark with another security ..

Security: Tahun 1 ka?
Me: Ha? Oh yeaa .. first year.
Security: Ahh ~ nice looking aa you *smile*
Me: Haha. Thank you ..

Then I walked away 'casually' with Mel, with my face showing that I'm so scareeeee.

Then after my 5pm-6pm French class with Siaw Huei, at the security booth, bunch of securities sitting outside. For sure I smile at all of them maa ~ they've been really friendly with me. The same security againnn ~

Security: Siapa nama mu? (if I'm not mistaken)
Me: Nikki *smile*
Security: Ahh ~ umur brapa?
Me: 20 this year.
Security: *shocked* 20?? *smile* I seee ..

Then walked back to our block to meet Mel ..


NOT SCARY MEHH!! I SCARE LO OKAY!!


Hopefully, next time if I reached hostel late, they'll be nice and let me in .. HAHA!

Imma end the blog by posting up some of the pictures that I meant to upload for quite a while .. heh!

Before Beng became Hero and Gabby became the Rubbish Man.

Fiq was a little bit 'not-him' that night ...

Finally, Beng became the 'hero'.

Picture tells EVERYTHING ..

A picture to show Laopo that I'm using her bag XD

Carried these to my room last week .. si beh heavy =="

Hostel bed.

My tiny hostel room =="

emo .. NOT! or maybe yes?

I'm not gonna put much words today .. or maybe just a bit? Okay, never mind 'bout me. Lols.

Anyways, I'm gonna blog 2 songs by Rihanna .. one old, one new. To me, it's kinda connected. First, the girl was 'Unfaithful' .. then, she asks the boyfriend to 'Take A Bow'. LOL!



Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah





Oh, How about a round of applause, Yeah
A standing ovation
Oooooo, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Chorus]
Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
Talkin’ bout'
Girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (on)

[Chorus]
And don't tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

[Bridge]
Oh, And the award for
The best liar goes to you (goes to you)
For making me believe (that you)
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Oh

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it’s over now


Been wanting to post 'Take A Bow' for quite a while but didn't manage too .. very 'feel' for me =)

I couldn't say much anymore .. BUT, I wanna post some quotes .. or maybe a short paragragh, or macam poem punya. Lols. All from my love =)

"The hottest love has the coldest end."

"You broke me, you broke my heart,
you broke everything!
You turned my world upside down and inside out,
BUT I know it was worth it for
that one moment of love we had,
it's a shame it went bad.."

"Relationships are like glass.
Sometimes it's better to leave them broken
than try to hurt yourself putting it back together."

"Someone can walk into your life,
and it is not until after they walk out,
that you realize that they were even there."

"A relationship is like a train.
If one passes,
then the next one will come.
I'm sure and if you get off the train,
you'll realize that everything is the same."

Ji emo yi sia ~ =P

I'M OKAY ALRIGHT? =)


And I edited this one myself .. original one is my love's shoutout.

"Should I smile because you're my lover,
or should I cry because I'm not your only one?"

Probably read it somewhere .. not sure =P This is just .. how I feel .. =]

Alright, emo time over! Dreamd land now ..

undiscovered.

Me, Mel and Siaw Huei went to Giant for dinner today =D I had lagnasia and it's deliciousssss!! Only BND7.90, cheap cheap yo ~ ! Then we went shop shop a bit before going back to hostel ..

We saw this at Giant ..


Mel said maybe someone got too hungry and rip it open to eat it. LOL! Gali siaaaa ~ !! If I were that person, I would straight away put it into my bag and run .. HAHA! Woops, bad example x)

Siaw Huei said that Nadia said there's no Smarties here anymore ..


After I took the picture, Mel/Siaw Huei said that Nadia meant the round ones and not the box ones. WTH. Sayang my caemra's memory card space nia .. HAHA! But whatever, I still post it =P For my own satisfaction.

Today's weather is really cold but we're loving it 'coz we don't have AC in hostel .. Grr! But I'm getting used to it now .. probably it's cold lately during night time. Lol. After walking around in Giant and the bookstore then we left.

So yes ~ I'm back here to blog. Super duper sleepy but wanna check my assignment .. zzz ~

I'm getting new printer tomorrow! YAY! No need to spend 30cents just to print ONE PAGE of exercise ==" Expensive la ho ~

Anyways .. the song I mentioned yesterday, it's by Ashlee Simpson. One of her old songs, like Laopo said, way before she did her plastic nose. LOLS!! The song is 'Undiscovered' .. I remember that song last night because .. 'secrets will soon be undiscovered' .. or should I say, it's already 'undiscovered'?

HAHA! Macam hen mysterious liddat ==" So not connected to the song .. I think.




Undiscovered - Ashlee Simpson

Take it back, take it all back now
The things I gave, like the taste of my kiss on your lips,
I miss that now
I can't try any harder than I do
All the reasons I gave, excuses I made for you
I'm broken in two

All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
Yeah I need you

Don't walk away

Touch me now how I wanna feel
Something so real, please remind me
My love, and take me back
Cuz I'm so in love with what we were
I'm not breathing I'm suffocating without you
Do u feel it too?

All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
Yeah I need you

When I'm in the dark and all alone
Dreaming that you'll walk right through my door,
Its then I know my heart is whole
There's a million reasons why I cry
Hold my covers tight and close my eyes
Cuz I don't wanna be alone

All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you, I need you

Cuz I can't fake and I can't hate
But it's my heart
Thats about to break
You're all I need
I'm on my knees
Watch me bleed
Would you listen please
I give in
I breathe out
I want you, theres no doubt
I freak out, I'm left out
Without you, I'm without
I'm crossed out
I'm kicked out
I cry out
I reach out
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
Don't walk away


OHH!! I almost forgot to mention this ..


I LOVE MA1103 LECTURE!!


Hahahahahahahahahaha!! I guess only Mel will understand why ~ XD


To Mel:
See? I even use 'ORANGE' colour =P


So I must say .. Overall, today is a good day. Hohoho ~

built my world.

Now I'm back in hostel .. and I must say I really love my Broadband. HAHA!

So .. as I've planned, noon time went to RTB with Xueli and B6 and watched the Mandarin Singing Competition .. I just love VIP seats =D SO FRONT!! I suka =P

And my lovely sapo got the 4th position!!! I'm so happy for her =D


CONGRATS ME LOVE!! ^^

Took a picture of LengLeng too =P


Overall, I enjoyed my day today eventhough there're some .. small bits of .. urmm .. arguments? I don't know what's the right word .. but yea .. at the end of the day, I keep everything to myself and say nothing(until I explode) with LOTSA things going through my mind. That's just how girls are .. =]

Hmm .. all of the sudden, I wanna intro this song. Heard it from Laopo ;) But imeem.com nada, means I gotta upload myself. And I'm lazy and so I'm gonna do it tomorrow. HAHA!

But .. still gonna intro this song, another fave of mine.

Duhh ~ I always intro my fave songs one lo. Lols.

So yea .. it's from Laopo again x) It's Built My World by JC Chasez. Remember him? The guy from N'Sync? Anyways .. it's a good song for me =) Sometimes .. this song makes me sad. Like .. real sad? Read the lyrics people .. and again, lyrics from here.




Built My World - JC Chasez

Clear my eyes it's the morning after
Did I fall in love, or did I find disaster?
Take a second just to breathe
I pick my heart up off my sleeve, yea

There she goes and I know she knows
By the way she eased out on her tippy toes
Skip the breakfast, tea for two
We made no plans to rendeavous, yea

Someone for everyone but no one for me
(No one for me)
Constantly searching for the love I need to

Build my world around, around
I'll be the lonely one until I find someone
The one I build my world around, around
So bring the arms of love until I find the one
The one I build my world...

Lazy days, I'm in a hazy phase
Of watching countless ways in which my life goes crazy
Foolishness to blame
Still it pains me all the same, yea

Empty faces with empty gazes
In a race of change I'm losing faith in my pace
Trying to keep my feet before I fall

I'm on this endless road with nothing to see
(Nothing to see)
Constantly searching for the love I need to

Build my world around, around
I'll be the lonely one until I find the one
The one I build my world around, around
So bring the arms of love until I find the one
The one I build my world

A cornerstone of honesty
(All around)
A foundation of gravity and freedom
(All around)
A clear and concrete understanding
(All around)
A love that's best kept safe and sound

It's amazing how we fear we may be
It's from ourselves we so often run
Abandon fear and consequence of heartbreak
Expose the truth and give yourself to love

We've all been set up to be disappointed
We have to crawl before we learn to fly
It's a blur that moves right into focus
Removes the doubt, aligns your heart and mine

Build my world around, around
(It's amazing, ah yea)
I'll be the lonely one until I find the one
The one I build my world around, around
(Around, around, yea)
So bring the arms of love until I find the one
The one I build my world around, around
(Around, yea, oooh...)
I'll be the lonely one until I find the one
The one I build my world around
(Just say it, just say it, just say it, just say it, yea-yea, oh baby)
So bring the arms of love until I find the one
The one I build my world...

I guess that's it for today. Super sleepy now =_=

Nights people =)

the pieces don't fit anymore.

I'm very tired but yet still happy happy =D I was suppose to blog last night 'coz it's 08.08.08 !!


I watched the opening then I got a bit emotional when watching it (don't ask me why) and almost cry *paiseh* Probably their performance was soooo good that made me feel so proud to be a Chinese? No idea but yea, it's really good =D

Anyways ~ I went back to Uni this morning with parents and before going to Uni .. I went to Gadong to buy my Broadband .. FINALLY! Pheew! And now I'm using it and at the moment it's good =D Hopefully it'll be okay in when I'm back in hostel .. so at least I got Internet to accompany me and so I could blog regularly =D Of course .. assignments and notes too. Bla!

Today started my first Biology lecture and it wasn't that hard to understand .. and found out I got assignment due this coming Sat for my computer class. We learnt about Base 10 and Base 2 in class .. don't really get a bit of it but still okay la ~ guess I need to practice more and also ask around ..

I haven't register for my French's class(online) !! Gotta do it this Monday .. And English class starts on Monday .. and must remember to fix my schedule for MA1103 on Thurs. I didn't realised it was clashed with my Biology practical until I left hostel on Thurs ==" And missed the class, WTH.

After my last lesson today, I followed Beng's car. I thought he's going back to Seria with the guys .. MANA TAU ~ he baru arrived from Seria!! I was like .. WTF!! I'm in baju kurung looooo!!! Lucky I was bringing some clothes back to Seria so I got something to change into =="

Then jalan-jalan at The Mall .. Unitech then decided to go dinner at Excapade. When we reached there .. it was fully-booked and suprisingly .. I met Bum there with her friends. Talked a while then I joined the guys at La Mee. Not bad le ~ Gonna go back there again =D

We went back to The Mall. Beng and me bought some stuffs .. pendrive, Bluetooth USB and a USB hub =D Si beh cheap looo ~ 1G pendrive costs BND8.80 only le !!! But .. low cash season now T_T Gotta cut down on my spendings for next week ..


Oh yeaa ~ I'M GOING TO WATCH STEPH SING TOMORROW!!


MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!


I was so sad when I thought I'm gonna miss it .. but not anymore 'coz I ada special tickets ^^

Thanks!! You know who you are *wink*

I'm updating my pictures in Friendster .. FINALLY!

I've been using the old profile pic for sooooo longgggg ~ now using a new one now =D Ha! Only updated my Facebook saja ^^ I'm using the new version of Facebook .. I loike it. Very 'space-sy' =D

Last week .. I was suppose to upload some pics and video .. but it's kinda late and I wanna do some late night laundry 'coz I'm afraid that tomorrow I won't have enough time .. probably I'll upload the pics in a day or two .. hopefully!! I wanted to upload some pics of my hostel room and lunch at Frantini and some silly pictures when hanging out with the guys ..

At the moment .. I'll just upload this silly video I took. Listen to what the 'hero' said carefully alright?

Just in case you don't get what I'm trying to say ..

Hero: Today, I'm going to kill the Rubbish Man.


But in the end? Kena chased by the Rubbish Man from the start till the end. Lols! After that, kena marah lagi we all. By some Uncle saying that he's from some sort of gov't department .. then Fiq said that he's only a rubbish guy. Lols. Whatever but yea .. this video always manage to put a smile on my face .. or should I say it always makes me laugh! x)

Long time nada intro songs liao .. Laopo let me listened to some of her really good songs =D My iPod is all her iTunes punya lagu. Haha! Till now I still bu se de to sync all those songs away =)

This is one of my favourites .. (lyrics from here)




The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore - James Morrison

I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall
You've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore

You pulled me under so I had to give in
Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin
Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore

Oh, don't misunderstand how I feel
Coz I've tried, yes I've tried
Still I don't know why
No I don't know why

Why I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore

.............

I finally get to use my Wave card. It couldn't log me in since Sunday night until today .. when I decided to just continue the webpage which stated it's 'not recommended' but yea, I get to online now. But it ain't like E-speed which enable me to online for 24/7. I want Broadband ='( which is way better so I could online for 24/7 without worrying that my credit would be finished ... plus, assignments and notes are from websites too.



Sighs. Si beh suay .. super bad luck.



When I thought I could AT LEAST drive to hostel (yes, Nikki is staying in hostel.) .. my dad's Kia broke down. Then there isn't enough car to use at home, I have to go hostel w/out Vios. Definitely .. stuck here like in a prison.



Last week, I wanted to blog but I was so busy with the orientation and registration. Last week lagi suay .. for the online registration .. among 1000+ students, I'm the bloody last person to register when I queue there for 2.5hours!!! Imagine that!! My mood went from the mid-point to the lowest point .. already negative sudah. My face was really really 'HITAM' and I couldn't stop swearing .. even worse, that old man gave me wrong course. He kept on giving me the Comp Sci course and I'm taking the Math course. TWO BLOODY TIMES!!!

Until the 3rd time baru correct and it was registered by another lady. WTF.

From the night that I started to stay in hostel .. I have functions EVERY NIGHT. Hostel orientation. Yay! NOT. Super tiring okay .. depressed me even more. First week of orientation already very tiring and suay .. then no car .. even more depress .. then HOSTEL ORIENTATION TILL SUNDAY, LAGI DEPRESS TU.



Some more I have to go to mosque which I don't really understand .. even during MIDNIGHT.



Oh, did I say that I can't go home? Yes, for one whole week. Not as I planned!! I planned to go home during weekend but NOOOOO .. I have this sukan ria early morning on Sunday. How fun. I seriously miss home and car ..





YOU WOULDN'T WANT TO BE IN MY SHOES.





I even talked on the phone sampai teary eyes and cried. I have to admit that. I couldn't stand it anymore.



Oh .. another thing that's so bad luck 'bout my hostel? The first night .. during midnight, NO ELECTRICITY. Niceeee. Imagine that hot hot hot hot hot hot hot night .. with no fan, and definitely no aircon.



I just got off the phone not long ago .. I couldn't stop saying 'I miss home' and 'I want to go home'. This is probably just the first week .. maybe I'll be better next week? I seriously don't know.



But I really miss home, I do.



I want to see my Mamee badly .. and my Laopo and San and Steph .. I MISS EVERYBODY.



Ahh fuck .. teary eyes again.



Planned to watch Steph's singing competition .. but don't think I could make it .. FINAL LAGI.





FUCKKKK!!





Mamee's coming up on Sunday .. but I don't think that she would want to watch the competition.





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I hate orientation .. I really do.



I actually wanted to post some old pics but .. I don't really have the mood right now. This is even more depress than the last time when I was in SMSA ..



I know orientation is meant to be good .. like for ice-breaking and know new people but seriously .. I don't like to meet people in that way. I never like orientation .. even if you see me laughing ==" I just don't show it out .. that obviouly. The most obvious is when I couldn't stop frowning and staring and I'm being really quiet ..



Why didn't I try to escape? I wanted to. But if I escape, the chance of getting a room for my next semester would be really low. So it's kinda like kena forced to do something. Plus, attendance is taken EVERYDAY.



On Tuesday when Annt and Fung asked me out for lunch .. I'm like a bird who got out from its cage. Feeling so happy and excited. Imagine that.



OMFG, I REALLY WANT TO CRY.



I takut when I see my Mamee or when I say bye to her, I'll cry just like a friend did. Even on the phone already teary eyes .. imagine when I really see her.



4 years .. can I survive or not?



If I know .. maybe I should have start working instead of continue my studies ..



Another thing 'bout uni .. arranging the lectures and classes .. is driving me crazy.



Lastly .. I'm definitely gonna slim down anytime soon ..







(P/S: I'm too lazy and tired to edit the fonts and everything .. )

Memories in Desaria. (pictures)

Ish.

Laopo's bed =D

Eyor & Ish.

One strike! xD

Barcelona =]

Beryl, Stacy, me & Laopo.

Fardin & moi in Barcelona.

My fave pic =)

Jau & me.

Ken a.k.a Rain-look-alike & moi.

The last picture in KL ..