Seriously,
I don't have any at the moment. Feel so defeated at times =(
Sighs.
New Year's Resolution.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
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Labels: new year
Ho ho ho ~
Saturday, December 26, 2009
So what did you do on Christmas Eve and Christmas?
I did nothing much actually. Andddd ~ I just feel like posting up some pics that me and friends took last week =)
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Merry Christmas =)
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Despite the fact that I have a bad day since I woke up .. or since last night, still, a Merry Christmas to you all.
Hope you all will have a great day/night spending time with your loved ones =)
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Labels: festival
bad romance.
I know I have not been updating and I think I'm losing my readers. HAHA! Anyways, I had a one-week off from work and did what I wanted and planned to do =) Nothing much interesting shits happened so pleaseeeee go away if you don't wanna be bored by my post.
As you know from the last last post, it was Dan's birthday. Delicioussss dinner at his place. Yum yum! ^^
An advance birthday dinner at Buccaneer with Dan, Rick, Laopo, Steph, San, Nadia, Fung, Annt and Mel =) I don't remember the last time having my meal there but I still loveeee the atmosphere and food! Especially the Baked Cheese Scallop *drool*
Gifts from friends ♥ Thanks girls!! I love it =D
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it's free
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)
I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather-studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)
You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad, your bad romance
I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh--oh-oooh! )
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
I want your horror
I want your design
'Cause you're a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love-uuhh)
I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my room
You know baby your sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)
You know that I want you
('Cause I'm a freak bitch baby! )
And you know that I need you
I want your bad, bad romance
I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! )
I want your love and
All your love has revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk, walk passion baby
Work it
I'm a freak bitch, baby
I want your love and
I want your revenge
I want your love
I don't wanna be friends
Je veux ton amour
Et je veux ta revanche
Je veux ton amour
I don't wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I don't wanna be friends
(Caught in a bad romance)
I don't wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance!
I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Lyrics from here.
I like this video of Lady Gaga =D Especially this part:
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Finally .. over.
Sunday, December 06, 2009
Super glad but ...... pretty f-ed up.
Hmm.
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Labels: exam and test, UBD
Hey Boyfriend =)
Saturday, December 05, 2009
BB,
You're getting old and hopefully you're wiser and not becoming dumber (Oh no!) ! *wink wink*
This is my 3rd or probably 4th greetings to you today and I hope you're not getting sick of it 'coz it's your GETTING OLD DAY!
I wish that you're getting fatter and fatter .. making you more lovable and cuter =)))) HEHE!
I hope the surprise is good enough for you baby! =D
Tight tight hugs and lotsa kisses BB!
Lotsa love from .. who else? Your BB Sye Lih ♥
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undisclosed desires.
Monday, November 23, 2009
I think I did pretty okayyyy in my papers just now, despite the fact that I did get to answer 2 questions. Because clever me did not read up anything on soil and coral reefs =D AWESOME.
And for the past few days, I have this disgustingly BIG craving on these ..
And just now I surfed around Facebook and I'm craving for ..
T_______T
I know you've suffered
But I don't want you to hide
it's cold and loveless
I won't let you be denied
Soothing
I'll make you feel pure
Trust me
You can be sure
I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart
You trick your lovers
That you're wicked and divine
[ Find more Lyrics on www.mp3lyrics.org/xKuv ]
You may be a sinner
But your innocence is mine
Please me
Show me how it's done
Tease me
You are the one
I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart
Please me
Show me how it's done
Trust me
You are the one
I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart
This song (found it from Laopo), I think kinda suits me now coz I have this BIGGGGG desire. LOL!
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Labels: exam and test, sweet tooth
stand by me.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Seriously, I don't even know what to blog about.
And why does MA 3610 exam have to changed?? Totally spoiling all the off days that are set. F.
Tomorrow is the start of the exam and Imma be in the battlefield.
Wish me luck.
Made a meal and threw it up on sunday,
Ive, got a lot of things to learn,
Said I would and I'll be leaving one day
Before my heart starts to burn.
So whats the matter with you,
Sing me something new,
Dont you know the cold and wind and rain dont know,
They only seem to come and go, away.
Times are hard when things have got no meaning,
Ive found a key upon the floor,
Maybe you and I will not believe in,
The things we find behind the door.
So whats the matter with you,
Sing me something new,
Dont you know the cold and wind and rain dont know,
They only seem to come and go away.
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows,
Yeah nobody knows,
The way its gonna be.
If your leaving will you take me with you,
Im tired of talking on my phone,
There is one thing I can never give you,
My heart will never be your home,
So whats the matter with you,
Sing me something new,
Dont you know the cold and wind and rain dont know,
They only seem to come and go, away.
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows, yeah nobody knows,
The way its gonna be.
The way its gonna be, yeah.
Maybe I can see, yeah,
But dont you know the cold and wind and rain dont know
They only seem to come and go, away.
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows,
Yeah God only knows,
The way its gonna be.
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Labels: exam and test, UBD
wonderwall.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Currently in campus. Because I want to download my Gossip Girl, HEHE! Just a tad bit more to download x)
Totally blank in my Biochem's test and last minute submit my Discrete's tutorial =S PLEASE, just passed also can make my day better.
Seriously, I don't know what more should I jot down now.
And someone remind me of this really nice song =)
And after all,
you're my wonderwall.
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S'pore Trip 23.09 - 27.09
Sunday, November 08, 2009
I don't really know what to blog now so I decided to blog 'bout my S'pore Trip =D Just to make myself happy =="
So I went to S'pore for my aunt's lil wedding ceremony .. the Chinese one. I went to S'pore alone and seriously, I was a sakai in the plane. I'm so used to AirAsia's flight and RBA's flight is like .. WOW to me XD HAHA!
I stayed at my aunt's place for the first two nights and it was all good ^^ The first day there, I took the bus and MRT alone and I shopped around a bit =D It was fun! Exploring the place all by myself. Shopping by yourself is great too! No one to rush you or make you wait. I bought tee, dress, some little stuffs and book!
And yes, I took these pics when I'm back in Brunei.
My aunt brought me to her usual nail salon for mani and pedi and it's sooo nice. Expensive at the same time ==" Then we went to dinner at Katong with my uncle, cheap and yummy western food at Ashton!
I WANT TO EAT THIS AGAIN!!
When my family arrives, I moved to the chalet with them. It's a pretty cool chalet! Wondering if my friends are up for this chalet for next year's trip *wink wink* Beng, I'm hinting!
This super duper yummy Chinese restaurant, Dian Xiao Er! I wanna go there againnnnn! Nyaman berabisssss ♥
Cuteee Jane =D
After that, vaining session. HAHAHA! I super duper love my aunt's dress la .. Ah Yee, can gimme pweaseee? =(
After the wedding, I hanged out with Edward. For the third time. First time at my aunt's place, at the playground there. Second time was at Clarke Quay, just chilling ^^ Then for the third time, he brought me to Power Station for clubbing. I didn't dance much 'coz I'm not really used to the people and place >.<
Gotta shower now and find my love ♥
Miss her badly.
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down.
Saturday, November 07, 2009
Currently at work and going home soon .. hopefully. HEHE! I miss my super duper purple room (>.<)
� :[ � : mai god!! XD http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M_8V_RyijlI
� :[ � : u use the wrong word: champagne instead of champaign. lol
Don't really know the reason behind his "mai god!!" for the music video and obviously, he's correcting my English. HAHA!
(Intro)
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Down, down
Ooh (ohhh)
(Verse 1)
You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, i wanna see how you lose control,
(Bridge)
So leave it behind cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.
(Chorus)
So baby dont worry, you are my only,
You wont be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
Youll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
(Verse 2)
Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
Ill take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway,
(Bridge)
So leave it behind cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,
(So why dont we run away)
(Chorus)
So baby dont worry, you are my only,
You wont be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
Youll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
LiL Wayne
(Verse 3)
Even if the sky is falling down like she supposed to be,
She gets down low for me,
Down like her temperature, cause to me she zero degree,
She cold, overfreeze,
I got that girl from overseas,
Now she my miss America,
now can i be her soldier please,
Im fighting for this girl,
On the battlefield of love,
Dont it look like baby cupid sent his arrows from above,
Dont you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, not probably,
and honestly im down like the economy,
Yeahhhhhh
(Chorus)
So baby dont worry, you are my only,
You wont be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
Youll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down
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let it slide.
It's almost time to go home =D
I give you an inch and you take a mile
We make mistakes that erase when you smile
Im starting to feel like it aint alright
How can you care if I dont cross your mind
Cause I,
Say you wanna talk but you just push me away
Tell me your leaving when I want you to stay
Never thought that loving you would hurt me this way
But Im the only one to blame
Cause I know im saying
Its ok, it's alright
I put the pain away and let it slide
I forgive and forget it
And then you promise me I wont regret it
But I do, it's not right
Because I turn around and let it slide
And im crazy for thinking
That someday you'll change things when you keep on crossin' the line
Something about you won't let me go
Maybe it's better being alone
I, keep saying im gonna move on
But it's so hard when your all that I know
But I, Say you wanna talk but you just push me away
Tell me your leaving when I want you to stay
Never thought that loving you would hurt me this way
But Im the only one to blame
Cause I know im saying
It's ok, it's alright
I put the pain away and let it slide
I forgive and forget it
And then you promise me I wont regret it
But I do,
It's not right because I turn around and let it slide
And Im crazy for thinking that someday change things
When you keep on crossin' the line
Boy I wish I didnt give in so easily
Oh, I dont know what to do
Cause I keep on feeding the flame
When I should really be telling you we're through
Its ok, it's alright
I put the pain away and let it slide
I forgive and forget it
And then you promise me I wont regret it
But I do, it's not right
Because I turn around and let it slide
And im crazy for thinking
That someday you'll change things when you keep on crossin' the line
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Labels: randoms
it's been so long ..
Thursday, November 05, 2009
Bet y'all miss me =)
I know I didn't blog for 34 days and I'm sooo sorry! In fact, I miss blogging VERY MUCH.
Before I go on, I wanna say something that is superrrr obvious, I've changed my layout .. again. 'Coz it was like this:
.. which is effing ugly. All thanks to Photobucket.
So I changed my layout to something cute .. which I don't really like BUT few do! I used that layout as a temporary actually. Hehe! And now, it's this. I hope I won't get bored of this layout anytime soon XD
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Labels: randoms
karma bites back.
Friday, October 02, 2009
On the boat.
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the last day on earth.
Monday, September 21, 2009
Suprisingly, Jun intro-ed me this song ..
Look down the ground below is crumbling
Look up the stars are all exploding
It's the last day on earth
In my dreams
It's the end of the world
And you've come back to me
In my dreams
Between the dust and the debris
There's a light surrounding you and me
It's the last day on earth
In my dreams
It's the end of the world
And you've come back to me
In my dreams
And you hold me closer than I can ever remember being held.
I'm not afraid to sleep now, if we can stay like this until
It's the last day on earth
In my dreams
It's the end of the world
And you've come back to me
In my head I replay our conversations
Over and over til they feel like hallucinations
You know me? I love to lose my mind
And every time anybody speaks your name I still feel the same
I ache, I ache, I ache inside.
"You broke my heart."
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oh hello.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
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Labels: randoms
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Gimme what I want.
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patron tequila.
Friday, September 18, 2009
Finished my test just now and 2 reports to go .. MALAS LA! =="
Intro [Lil' Jon]
Let's go!
Hey!
What's happenin'?
What you drinkin' tonight girl?
Drinkin' tonight with me!
Put your drinks up!
[Eve]
Ay Yo
Who wanna get tow up
Go ahead get your drink
Get your hands on a cup
How many rounds till you can't stand up?
Me and my girls bout to tear the club up
Chorus [Aria] (Lil' jon)-
Hey girl
Where's your drink?
We goin' all get real drunk tonight
Hey girl
I got bud we can all get fucked up tonight (get fucked up tonight)
By the end of the night
Imma have you drunk and throwing up (hey! )
By the end of the night
Imma have you so fucked up! (have you so fucked up)
[Chelsea] (Lil' Jon)-
They said what you drinkin'? (what you drinkin'?)
Let me buy you a couple of rounds
And I said what you thinkin'? (yeah! )
I ain't the type of girl to get down
But I can party with cha (uh huh)
And bring my girls aside (uh huh)
Tell the bartender bring the ice
And let 'em know I'm on Patron
[Chorus] {Aria, with ad libs by [Chelsea]} (Lil' Jon)
I'm on Patron, Tequila
I'm drunk on Margarita [on Margaritas]
That Patron, Tequila [that Patron]
Me and my mamacita (yeah! ) [me and my mamacita]
Hey girl (hey girl)
Where's your drink?
We goin' all get real drunk tonight (get real drunk tonight)
[real drunk tonight]
Hey girl
I got bud we can all get fucked up tonight (get fucked up tonight) [yeah]
By the end of the night
Imma have you drunk and throwing up (hey!) [throwing up]
By the end of the night [oohh]
Imma have you so fucked up! (so fucked up!)
[Lauren] (Lil' Jon)-
And now the parted heated
'Cuz I got a hot girl in the club
I'm feelin' so conceited (yeah!)
'Cuz everybody is giving me love (uh, uh)
But hold up, wait a minute (uh huh)
'Cuz my cup is going empty
I need someone to refill me
I'm trynna to get drunk (me too)
[Chorus]
I'm on Patron, Tequila
I'm drunk on Margarita [on Margaritas]
That Patron, Tequila [that Patron]
Me and my mamacita (yeah! ) [me and my mamacita]
Hey girl (hey girl)
Where's your drink?
We goin' all get real drunk tonight (get real drunk tonight)
[real drunk tonight]
Hey girl
I got bud we can all get fucked up tonight (get fucked up tonight) [yeah]
By the end of the night
Imma have you drunk and throwing up (hey!) [throwing up]
By the end of the night [oohh]
Imma have you so fucked up! (so fucked up!
[Eve]
Ay Yo
Look at them ladies look at them legs
Hips and lips isn't it amaze-in
I'ma have you on a daze
Caramel pink drink it's your phase
Started in the back of the truck
Even before we got here we was getting fucked up
Now we gonna keep it moving till we get stuck
Ain't gon hit the bed til the sun comes up
I'm on Patron
[Bridge] {Aria, (Lil' Jon)} [Chelsea and Lauren]-
Who wanna get fucked up? [I do, I do]
Who wanna get fucked up? [I do, I do]
Who wanna get drunk? (me) [me]
Who wanna get drunk? (I'm already drunk) [me]
Who wanna get fucked up? (haha) [I do, I do]
Who wanna get fucked up?(I ain't stopping them) [I do, I do]
Who wanna get drunk? [me]
Who wanna get drunk? (let's have another one)
[Chorus]
I'm on Patron, Tequila
I'm drunk of Margarita [on Margaritas]
That Patron, Tequila [that Patron]
Me and my mamacita
Hey girl where's your drink?
We goin' all get real drunk tonight
Hey girl
I got bud we can all get fucked up tonight
By the end of the night
Imma have you drunk and throwing up
By the end of the night [oohh]
Imma have you so fucked up! (so fucked up!)
[Lil' Jon]
Put your drinks up
Put your drinks up
Put your drinks up
Put your drinks up
[Aria]
I'm on Patron, Tequila
I'm drunk on Margarita
That Patron, Tequila
Me and my mamacita
I miss having weekend like that with my besties =(
Bila lagi kawan-kawan??
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bottle pop.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
We can't sign you into Windows Live Messenger
Signing in to Windows Live Messenger failed because the service is temporarily unavailable. Please try again later.
When I click the drop down in "Show details" it states the following:
Error code: 8007000e
- http://www.msghelp.net/showthread.php?tid=90284
And I shall go for my shower and concentrate on my presentation .. hopefully.
It's getting better now =)
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Labels: happy
i want you.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
I was suppose to blog 'bout this practical like last week but I'm sooo lazy. My lazy mode is totally so ON.
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