what hurts the most ..

Alright, I know I'm suppose to blog yesterday as promised but I didn't.

So here I am, trying to give a shot of life into my blog =p

By the way, I've dyed my hair yesterday evening at home (DIY). And I finally get to see my dear and my love =) It's been weeks.


Can see difference? =D Haha! But yeaa ~ it's darker. And I'm going out soon ~ to KB for a hair-trimming session. My hair is soooo dead and I really need to trim it (>.<) Oh yea ~ yesterday was Jade's 6th birthday =D She's being a lil silly during the cakie session ..

Sorry peeps, you gotta tilt your head to watch it =P

I had a bio lecture .. DURING HOLIDAY. I know it's sucky but yeaa ~ I went there with Pei Fen who made us 1-hour late to the class =) But Prof. Mohd is such a cool man that he said nothing (A) Lols.

After the lecture, we went outdoor to see plants and some girls (which includes me) got frightened by big frog and we saw this some sort of iguana-like lizard..


See that beardy man? That's Prof. Mohd. He loikes to tell lame jokes .. sometimes I get it, sometimes I don't. Others seem to get his joke quickly .. probably I'm just too lambat loading =="

Actually, I got A LOT OF PICS TO POST .. but I'm just lazy now. Plus, I gotta get ready!

But before I leave, I sooo gotta let you guys listen to this song .. one of my fave! =D Probably some of you already know this song .. I knew it from Mel.




Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

Source: www.azlyrics.com



To be honest, I've been really emo lately .. I KNOWWW I look utterly happy ;) That's just the way I are. Lols.

And my mood looks like this:


Dark and rainy ..

(P/S: This is the view from my hostel room.)

I better get going now !





And I still have a website to design right now ==" Tomorrow's the due date .. ROAR!