never ever.

Sorry for not updating (again and again .. ) lately 'coz I don't have the mood to do so. A lot of downs during the hols and I did nothing and I do mean NOTHING that's academic during hols. Well, I'm still down at times but yea, I'll be alright soon .. hopefully.

*clap clap*

Stop the emo-ness and let me story 'the happening' that happened just now in hostel =="

Well, we got back from Batu Bersurat after printing MA1101 notes.

Mel came to my room and Siaw Huei went back to hers .. Then she came back to my room telling us that there's a lizard in her room. So we went over to help her of course!

Mana tahu, me and Siaw Huei tau scream here and there saja ==" And Mel was the ONLY ONE doing the work. Lols! Lizard went out from Siaw Huei's room then went under my other hostel mate's door, who lives opposite of me.


CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW FREAK OUT AM I??


Well, 'coz it might come into MY ROOM during night time =S

ANYWAYS, then once again, Mel went to that hostel mate to eliminate the lizard. And once again, we all know how to scream saja ==" Or climb to desk. LOLS.

Another girl heard our screams and came out to check .. and helped Mel to throw the lizard out.


YES, MEL GOT THE LIZARD!!


Ain't she a hero? Or heroin? xD

"Don't scream ba. If it's a crocodile then you scream."
- Mel

I LAUGHED MY HEAD OFF WHEN SHE SAID THAT!!


Oh yea, 33 burned a MP3 CD for me, got 148 songs I think. Mostly old songs .. And there's this one song, I used to listen to it non-stop, still is my fave but I've forgotten about it. Not anymore, 'coz baru download. Hehe.

I think .. quite ngam me sia =)





All Saints - Never Ever

A few questions that I need to know
how you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I've done wrong
and how long it's been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention?
Or did I not give enough affection?
Not only will your answers keep me sane
but I'll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face or even on the phone
You can write it in a letter, either way, I have to know
Did I never treat you right?
Did I always start the fight?
Either way, I'm going out of my mind
all the answers to my questions
I have to find

My head's spinning
Boy, I'm in a daze
I feel isolated
Don't wanna communicate

I'll take a shower, I will scour
I will rub
To find peace of mind
The happy mind I once owned, yeah

Flexing vocabulary runs right through me
The alphabet runs right from A to Zed
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find

I'm not crazy
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong, no
I'm just waiting
'Cause I heard that this feeling
won't last that long

Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad

Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah, I just don't feel right

I'll keep searching
Deep within my soul
For all the answers
Don't wanna hurt no more

I need peace, got to feel at ease
Need to be.
Free from pain - going insane
My heart aches, yeah

Sometimes vocabulary runs through my head
The alphabet runs right from A to Zed
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find

I'm not crazy,
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong
I'm just waiting
'Cause I heard that this feeling won't last that long

Never ever have I ever felt so low
When ya gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad

Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah, I just don't feel right (x4)

You can tell me to my face,
You can tell me on the phone,
Uh, You can write it in a letter, babe
'Cause I really need to know

You can write it in a letter, babe
You can write it in a letter, babe

Lyrics from here.


Emo-ness =="

Oh well, I'll end here ..





Is it really like the song ..
That I give not enough attention & affection?