undisclosed desires.

I think I did pretty okayyyy in my papers just now, despite the fact that I did get to answer 2 questions. Because clever me did not read up anything on soil and coral reefs =D AWESOME.

And for the past few days, I have this disgustingly BIG craving on these ..

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And just now I surfed around Facebook and I'm craving for ..

THIS!

T_______T







I know you've suffered
But I don't want you to hide
it's cold and loveless
I won't let you be denied

Soothing
I'll make you feel pure
Trust me
You can be sure

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

You trick your lovers
That you're wicked and divine
[ Find more Lyrics on www.mp3lyrics.org/xKuv ]
You may be a sinner
But your innocence is mine

Please me
Show me how it's done
Tease me
You are the one

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

Please me
Show me how it's done
Trust me
You are the one

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart




This song (found it from Laopo), I think kinda suits me now coz I have this BIGGGGG desire. LOL!

stand by me.

Seriously, I don't even know what to blog about.

And why does MA 3610 exam have to changed?? Totally spoiling all the off days that are set. F.

Tomorrow is the start of the exam and Imma be in the battlefield.



Wish me luck.

Made a meal and threw it up on sunday,
Ive, got a lot of things to learn,
Said I would and I'll be leaving one day
Before my heart starts to burn.

So whats the matter with you,
Sing me something new,
Dont you know the cold and wind and rain dont know,
They only seem to come and go, away.

Times are hard when things have got no meaning,
Ive found a key upon the floor,
Maybe you and I will not believe in,
The things we find behind the door.

So whats the matter with you,
Sing me something new,
Dont you know the cold and wind and rain dont know,
They only seem to come and go away.

Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows,
Yeah nobody knows,
The way its gonna be.

If your leaving will you take me with you,
Im tired of talking on my phone,
There is one thing I can never give you,
My heart will never be your home,

So whats the matter with you,
Sing me something new,
Dont you know the cold and wind and rain dont know,
They only seem to come and go, away.

Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows, yeah nobody knows,
The way its gonna be.

The way its gonna be, yeah.
Maybe I can see, yeah,
But dont you know the cold and wind and rain dont know
They only seem to come and go, away.

Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way its gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows,
Yeah God only knows,
The way its gonna be.

<3

My

♥

is
finally
back

=)

wonderwall.

Currently in campus. Because I want to download my Gossip Girl, HEHE! Just a tad bit more to download x)

Totally blank in my Biochem's test and last minute submit my Discrete's tutorial =S PLEASE, just passed also can make my day better.

Seriously, I don't know what more should I jot down now.



And someone remind me of this really nice song =)

And after all,
you're my wonderwall.

abandoned?

I

wonder

.

S'pore Trip 23.09 - 27.09

I don't really know what to blog now so I decided to blog 'bout my S'pore Trip =D Just to make myself happy =="

So I went to S'pore for my aunt's lil wedding ceremony .. the Chinese one. I went to S'pore alone and seriously, I was a sakai in the plane. I'm so used to AirAsia's flight and RBA's flight is like .. WOW to me XD HAHA!

I stayed at my aunt's place for the first two nights and it was all good ^^ The first day there, I took the bus and MRT alone and I shopped around a bit =D It was fun! Exploring the place all by myself. Shopping by yourself is great too! No one to rush you or make you wait. I bought tee, dress, some little stuffs and book!

And yes, I took these pics when I'm back in Brunei.

My aunt brought me to her usual nail salon for mani and pedi and it's sooo nice. Expensive at the same time ==" Then we went to dinner at Katong with my uncle, cheap and yummy western food at Ashton!

The best pork chop ever! ♥
I WANT TO EAT THIS AGAIN!!

When my family arrives, I moved to the chalet with them. It's a pretty cool chalet! Wondering if my friends are up for this chalet for next year's trip *wink wink* Beng, I'm hinting!

Look at the swimming pool at the top! =D

The poser siblings.

I really like this pic =D

This super duper yummy Chinese restaurant, Dian Xiao Er! I wanna go there againnnnn! Nyaman berabisssss ♥

Dian Xiao Er's! ♥

Seriously .. I don't really remember what did we do exactly after my family arrives. BUT, I think all we did were shopping and shopping and shopping!

Me and my lil sis.

I don't see much resemblance here .. =="

My aunt's small wedding dinner is nicee! I love the food, the atmosphere and everything! Everything looks really good there. I guess that's the reason why one table costs so much =="

My uncle & aunt.

Lil sis and me again =p

Pretty aunt in her wedding dress and ..

Me in her Bebe's dress. HAHA!

Mamee and me ♥

Red wine ♥ !

Niceeee ♥

Jade and Jane.
Cuteee Jane =D

The pictures below are all the food during the dinner. I miss it T_T

After that, vaining session. HAHAHA! I super duper love my aunt's dress la .. Ah Yee, can gimme pweaseee? =(

After the wedding, I hanged out with Edward. For the third time. First time at my aunt's place, at the playground there. Second time was at Clarke Quay, just chilling ^^ Then for the third time, he brought me to Power Station for clubbing. I didn't dance much 'coz I'm not really used to the people and place >.<

Thank you Edward! =D

I'm done with my S'pore Trip XD


Gotta shower now and find my love ♥
Miss her badly.

down.

Currently at work and going home soon .. hopefully. HEHE! I miss my super duper purple room (>.<)

Rick intro-ed me this song LONGGGGG time ago and Max just sent me the song's official video's link. The link he gave me doesn't have the embed link so I have to post the less clear video =_=

� :[ � : mai god!! XD http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M_8V_RyijlI
� :[ � : u use the wrong word: champagne instead of champaign. lol

Don't really know the reason behind his "mai god!!" for the music video and obviously, he's correcting my English. HAHA!

Okay .. Imma stop here and have a good weekend everyone =D

(Intro)

Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Down, down
Ooh (ohhh)

(Verse 1)

You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, i wanna see how you lose control,

(Bridge)

So leave it behind cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.

(Chorus)

So baby dont worry, you are my only,
You wont be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
Youll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

(Verse 2)

Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
Ill take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway,

(Bridge)

So leave it behind cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,

(So why dont we run away)

(Chorus)

So baby dont worry, you are my only,
You wont be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
Youll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

LiL Wayne
(Verse 3)
Even if the sky is falling down like she supposed to be,
She gets down low for me,
Down like her temperature, cause to me she zero degree,
She cold, overfreeze,
I got that girl from overseas,
Now she my miss America,
now can i be her soldier please,
Im fighting for this girl,
On the battlefield of love,
Dont it look like baby cupid sent his arrows from above,
Dont you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, not probably,
and honestly im down like the economy,
Yeahhhhhh

(Chorus)

So baby dont worry, you are my only,
You wont be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
Youll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down

Let's make our great escape, soon ♥

let it slide.

It's almost time to go home =D

CAN'T WAIT LA! And can't wait to see my besties who are back from KL ♥

Anyways, anyone who has any idea to fix the background image? I wanted to use the background image I'm using now BUT it's a small one. Any idea how to expand it to fit the whole background?? And also my links at the bottom of my page, the 'Previous' and 'Forward'. It's not working too! =(

Please help!

I'm lazy to find another layout la ~

So PLEASE HELP! Haha!

I want to find new header to fit my background image too. So malas =.=

Okay, I wanna sign off before the last few works come! =D

Nights to y'all!

I give you an inch and you take a mile
We make mistakes that erase when you smile
Im starting to feel like it aint alright
How can you care if I dont cross your mind
Cause I,
Say you wanna talk but you just push me away
Tell me your leaving when I want you to stay
Never thought that loving you would hurt me this way
But Im the only one to blame
Cause I know im saying

Its ok, it's alright
I put the pain away and let it slide
I forgive and forget it
And then you promise me I wont regret it
But I do, it's not right
Because I turn around and let it slide
And im crazy for thinking
That someday you'll change things when you keep on crossin' the line

Something about you won't let me go
Maybe it's better being alone
I, keep saying im gonna move on
But it's so hard when your all that I know
But I, Say you wanna talk but you just push me away
Tell me your leaving when I want you to stay
Never thought that loving you would hurt me this way
But Im the only one to blame
Cause I know im saying

It's ok, it's alright
I put the pain away and let it slide
I forgive and forget it
And then you promise me I wont regret it
But I do,
It's not right because I turn around and let it slide
And Im crazy for thinking that someday change things
When you keep on crossin' the line

Boy I wish I didnt give in so easily
Oh, I dont know what to do
Cause I keep on feeding the flame
When I should really be telling you we're through

Its ok, it's alright
I put the pain away and let it slide
I forgive and forget it
And then you promise me I wont regret it
But I do, it's not right
Because I turn around and let it slide
And im crazy for thinking
That someday you'll change things when you keep on crossin' the line







Very soon ♥

it's been so long ..

HELLLOOOOOO PEOOOOPLLEEEEEEEE!

Bet y'all miss me =)

I know I didn't blog for 34 days and I'm sooo sorry! In fact, I miss blogging VERY MUCH.

Before I go on, I wanna say something that is superrrr obvious, I've changed my layout .. again. 'Coz it was like this:



.. which is effing ugly. All thanks to Photobucket.

So I changed my layout to something cute .. which I don't really like BUT few do! I used that layout as a temporary actually. Hehe! And now, it's this. I hope I won't get bored of this layout anytime soon XD

Now, I can go on =D

The past few weeks were really busy. I wanted to post 'bout my S'pore Trip, my field trips, my life and etc. but I didn't have the time to do so due to .. my part-time work. Yes, Nikki Chia is very independent now. Wanna pop the champaign? LOL!

My work .. ain't that tough but it's at night sooooo ~ it took away my time for blogging. But things are starting to settle down and all and I'm super glad that God heardddd meee prayer! I've been waiting for an opportunity for this part-time job FOREVER! And I got it =D

And and and .. I'm SOOOO GLAD that I can finally online at my new place. Oh yes, Nikki Chia is super independent now 'coz she's out of hostel. WHATEVER! HAHA! Anyways, my broadband has been working like a perra and I was planning to complain 'bout it when I'm going to pay my bills .. >=)

Seriously, nothing so independent la ==" But this way of life is something I wished for =)

And it's 4.30a.m. now so I should go to bed!

A very good night to y'all .. and I bet all of you are in dreamland. Wait for me la!

Thank You.