i'll be fine.

It's always good to be home =)

A song intro-ed by Fung.

Enjoy =D

its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all
its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all, at all

now deep down inside you
know it cuts like a knife
but im too proud to show it
pain in my chest (it feels)
like i lost my breath
she just doesnt know it
so many things that im dying to say
but i cant seem to tell her

its killing me, to know that she wants to leave
but im not gonna beg her to stay (no)
cause i got my pride, im not gonna cry
there wont be no tears falling from these eyes
dont need her to see
that its killing me
so this is what im saying

you dont have to worry about me
girl, i'll be fine
you dont have to call me again
girl, its alright
you dont have to ask me if i'll be okay
girl, i'll be fine
girl, i'll be fine

you aint got to tell me that we can still be friends
you aint gotta make no excuses and pretend
cause i'll be fine, said i'll be fine
there no need to call

its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all
its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all, at all

i cant believe, that i fell so deep
and i let my heart so open
now i gotta try, to keep it inside
these words, are better left unspoken

cause i still got my pride, im not gonna cry
there wont be no tears fallling from these eyes
dont need her to see
that its killing me
so this is what im saying

you dont have to worry about me
girl, i'll be fine
you dont have to call me again
girl, its alright
you dont have to ask me if i'll be okay
girl, i'll be fine
girl, i'll be fine

you aint got to tell me the we can still be friends
you aint gotta make no excuses and pretend
cause i'll be fine, said i'll be fine
theres no need to call

its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all
its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all, at all

girl i'll be fine (said i'll be fine)
theres no need to call
its better if we dont speak at all

use somebody.

I'm back in Brunei. Feel glad and sad at the same time 'coz I'm already missing home and at the same time, I really like the life there.

Mamee, can I stay there till Lieslie graduates and done with her fashion show? It's only a silly question.

The flight back to Brunei is a bad one 'coz it got delayed and delayed .. and finally took off at 8plus, which was suppose to be the time that I arrived Brunei. Mel and Siaw Huei waited for me till 9plus and I'M SO SORRY GIRLS!!

In the end, Yon picked me up. THANK YOU BANYAK KAWANN ~~ and QJ let me stayed at her place. THANKS BAOBEI!

Anywaysss ~ I got tonnes of stuffs because of San and I bought a few stuffs. I bought a GIGANTIC Chocky too! As usual, Laopo will always intro new songs to me whenever I go over there. Hehe =)

The fashion show is FAB and I'm so proud of San right now :) He's one of the Top 3 among the graduates! How can I not be proud and happy?? =D

Went back to campus on Tuesday and man .. I got test on that day that I don't know about!! I did not study at alllllll and I'm only trying my luck .. I only remember a tad bit. Real shitty. But oh well, will try to do better for my next test.

Today is kinda shitty though ~

I thought I had practical this morning at 8a.m. but it turns out that it was changed to a lecture from 9a.m. - 11a.m. In the afternoon, my lecturer told me, Hadri and Faizal to do the practical that we missed last Saturday .. suddenly. I was about to leave campus okayyyyyy ~ 'coz there was this suprise advanced birthday for Mel and they were waiting for me .. and Clement came back to pick me up 'coz I didn't drive this week. He almost reached some more. Shitty.

The only good thing from today is that I got 8/10 for my practical. Pretty good for me 'coz I re-do it for like .. 3 or 4 times. Four times I think.

Anyhoo .. I'll post pics that I've taken in KL in the next post 'coz I'm being lazy now ..

plus I haven't shower yet.

And my tutorials ..

Good night people!

I've been roaming around
Always looking down at all I see
Painted faces, fill the places I cant reach

You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you, And all you know, And how you speak
Countless lovers under cover of the street

You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you

Off in the night, while you live it up, I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shape the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice

Someone like me
Someone like me
Someone like me, somebody

Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody

I've been roaming around,
Always looking down at all I see



Lyrics from here.

Right now,

I need you.

takin' back my love.

Last night was ...

AWESOME !!


OBLIQUE FOREVER !!

Hahaha! I'm starting to love gay club ^^

Girls! If you're not single or if you are & you don't wanna get hit on by any guys but still wanna have fun at clubs, I suggest to you .. GAY CLUB!

Good music, good people and good time!! Or should I say .. GREAT time! XD

I even get to know some new people =D

If you do watch How I Met Your Mother all 4 seasons, you would know that they went to gay club for Barney 'coz of his brother .. it's really like that! Even if the girls are naked, nothing would happen! Me, Lez and G-Wen saw one lady who is TOP NAKED 'coz we thought that door is to the toilets ... she didn't even scream or anything ad she just go on talking on her phone. HAHA!

Hoooommaaiiiiiigaaaddddd!


I LOVE GAY CLUB!!

[Enrique:]
Go ahead just leave, can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt
You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so,
You already know I'm not attached to material

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love..

[Ciara:]
Yeah
What did I do but give love to you
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you
You think that you know (I do), you've made yourself cold (Oh yeah)
How could you believe them over me, I'm your girl
You're out of control (So what?), how could you let go (Oh yeah)
Don't you know I'm not attached to material

[Both:]
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

[Enrique:]
So all this love I give you, take it away, (Unh, uh huh)
[Ciara:]
You think material's the reason I came, (Unh, uh huh)
Enrique:
If I had nothing would you want me to stay (Unh, uh huh)
[Ciara:]
You keep your money, take it all away

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

Ooh, my love
Ooh, my love