endless story.

If you haven't changed your mind
Then I want you by my side Tonight

I'm so tired of always having to bluff
Everytime I think about you baby, I feel so young
If I could just tell you I miss you
It's so hard to say I'm sorry

You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone
but just for you
An ENDLESS STORY that keeps on shining
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever

Memories of our time together
this way, they don't go away

Once I knew that the warmth between us had disappeared,
gentle tears started to spread over my chest
This is not where it ends, I'm missing you
please don't let go of my hand

You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you
just one more time
An ENDLESS STORY of undying love
tell me why, please tell me, forever and ever

You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone
but just for you
An ENDLESS STORY that keeps on shining
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever

You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you
just one more time
An ENDLESS STORY of undying love
tell me why, please tell me, forever and ever


If you haven't changed your mind
sobaniitehoshiiyo tonight

tsuyogarukotonitsukaretano
maboroshisugitano everytime i think about you baby
imanaraieru i miss you
It is hard to say I'm sorry

tatoeba darekanotamejanaku anatanotameni
utaitai konoutawo
owaranai story tsuzukukonokagayakini
Always tsutaetai zuttoeienni

Memories of our time together
kienaide konomama don't go away

atatakakutokedashite tashikameruno
yasashisanoshizuku konomunenihirogatteku
setsunaihodoni I'm missing you
kasanetate hanadanaide

tatoeba kanaunara mouichidoanatanotameni
utaitai konoutawo
owaranai story taemonaiaishisade
Tell me why oshieteyo zuttoeienni

tatoeba darekanotamejanaku anatanotameni
utaitai konoutawo
owaranai story tsuzukukonokagayakini
Always tsutaetai zuttoeienni

tatoeba kanaunara mouichidoanatanotameni
utaitai konoutawo
owaranai story taemonaiaishisade
Tell me why oshieteyo zuttoeienni

i don't wanna miss a thing.

I'm so gonna miss my baby .. ='(

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing











"im already missing u.."

One day .. =D

You know how girls could dream 'bout their wedding in the future and yadi yadi daaaa. I'm a girl and so it's an "OF COURSE" that I dream 'bout it .. or daydream XD Even if I'm super boyish.

Lately I've been seeing proposal all around in the Internet and makes me dream and "awww ~" and "ohhh ~" even more. And I cried at some too .. (a lil bit only!) and got super duper uber teary eyes .. I know, SENSITIVE.

Picture is print screen-ed from the website.
Mike's proposal to Xiaxue!! Dan was laughing at me when I cried while wathcing the video (I was at his place before going to work). Guys know nothing, bunch of assholes and dumbasses. Anyways, so touched la ~ ~

Before this video, I saw this proposal video being filmed down and posted at GMH website. "Awwww ~"

And today, checking the same website, I saw this:

Double "awww ~" !!



Laopo, remember the "thing" that we said when I was at your place in KL? =)
I miss you, see you soon ♥

Wonderland. 

bad romance.

I know I have not been updating and I think I'm losing my readers. HAHA! Anyways, I had a one-week off from work and did what I wanted and planned to do =) Nothing much interesting shits happened so pleaseeeee go away if you don't wanna be bored by my post.

5th December 2009

As you know from the last last post, it was Dan's birthday. Delicioussss dinner at his place. Yum yum! ^^

8th December 2009

An advance birthday dinner at Buccaneer with Dan, Rick, Laopo, Steph, San, Nadia, Fung, Annt and Mel =) I don't remember the last time having my meal there but I still loveeee the atmosphere and food! Especially the Baked Cheese Scallop *drool*

Gifts from friends ♥ Thanks girls!! I love it =D

9th December 2009

Early cake-blowing at home before heading back to BSB at home =)

Well, on my birthday, all I did was watched the Barracudas VS. KL Dragons game and a late night nasi katok.

12th - 14th December 2009

Miri for the weekend, probably y'all already saw it from my FB. I was kinda sick before going there and got worse after clubbing 'coz I have been shouting and screaming like a crazy girl. Thus, goodbye to my voice but hello to "manly" voice the next morning. HAHA! And can't even join the karaoke at all =="

All the above are pretty much all about the week-off.

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it's free
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather-studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad, your bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh--oh-oooh! )
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design
'Cause you're a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love-uuhh)

I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my room
You know baby your sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

You know that I want you
('Cause I'm a freak bitch baby! )
And you know that I need you
I want your bad, bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! )
I want your love and
All your love has revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk, walk passion baby
Work it
I'm a freak bitch, baby

I want your love and
I want your revenge
I want your love
I don't wanna be friends

Je veux ton amour
Et je veux ta revanche
Je veux ton amour
I don't wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I don't wanna be friends
(Caught in a bad romance)
I don't wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance!

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance



Lyrics from here.

I like this video of Lady Gaga =D Especially this part:

And also a few more but I couldn't be bother at the moment.

What a way to celebrate Christmas. 

Hey Boyfriend =)

Happy

21st

Birthday

To

You

!!

BB,

You're getting old and hopefully you're wiser and not becoming dumber (Oh no!) ! *wink wink*

This is my 3rd or probably 4th greetings to you today and I hope you're not getting sick of it 'coz it's your GETTING OLD DAY!

I wish that you're getting fatter and fatter .. making you more lovable and cuter =)))) HEHE!


I hope the surprise is good enough for you baby! =D


Tight tight hugs and lotsa kisses BB!



Lotsa love from .. who else? Your BB Sye Lih ♥

<3

My

♥

is
finally
back

=)

knock you down.

I'm starting to get a hang of Twitter now .. HEHE.

Actually, I don't really have anything to say, except that I miss Dan VERY MUCH lately. Probably because assignment is piling up bit by bit and tests are on their way to torture me slowly .. yes, what I meant is that I'm stress. So I need someone, and this applies to Danny Tey Tit How only, for me to bite on and his arms to let me snuggle in.

Plus .. today is our 6TH month-sary !

HAPPY 6TH MONTH-SARY BB!

♥

Actually I wanted to post uglier pic of you but .. give you some face la! =P HEHE!

Heh, not again
Ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me

Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?

I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place

I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Knocked me down

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
(Oh shot me out the sky)

Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
Girl sometimes love

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'

We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick, hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes

Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic
'Cause we had it, we was magic

I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'mma ask him

Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall
(When it comes around)

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Won't see it coming when it happens, hey
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down

Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Yeah


Lyrics from here.

Still falling & loving it ;)

tune into my heart.

Hello people!

If you do check my facebook profile, I'm pretty sure that you know that I'm in KL right now =) HEHE.

FYI, KL is always good for me 'coz I get to see my besties (Lez & San) and KL friends =D I miss them tonnes and it's great to see them again after 1 year plus! I haven't go to the city yet, stayed in Desa and I finallyyyyyy went to LimKokWing!

Seriously, why can't the canteen in UBD be like theirs?? I love Wing's Cafe's drinks! I forgot what
I had yesterday and it was DELICIOUS!! And it's so much fun when there's no SPECIFIC dress code in uni ~

Tonnes of pretty girls and good-looking guys here too!

And and .. why UBD's hostel can't be like Desaria? WHY?!

Questions above are just useless rants.

I'm going to KL later to jalan-jalan and hopefully I can get a beanie today! And I get to see how Lez purchase her kain-kain XD Sakai ba! HAHA.

The whole point of this KL trip is to watch San's fashion show (it's for the students who graduate this year) and I can't wait to go! Yesterday I went to Lez's class in the morning and her lecturer was talking 'bout the upcoming fashion show and she said a lot of local designers and artists (I only hear Siti Nurhaliza and the rest I'm not sure) will be there and SO I'M EXCITED MAN!! Hahahahaha!!

Oh .. I act pretty good in class =) I copied down the stuffs the lecturer said & I did try to listen to what she said .. HEHE.

Anyways, I was suppose to blog last night but the connection isn't that good soooo I blog right away when I wake up =P Last night before I blog, I checked the blogs that I followed and a blogger from Penang (who I quite admire), Jeannie, mentioned about a song and she said "I bet it suits any long distance relationship couples too."

Off I went to youtube and search for the song and heyyyyy ~ it's a nice song =) Something new for me and ... I'm missing Danny even more.

And no, it's not any emooo song! It's a rather soothing song in my opinion. Why don't you guys listen to it too? =)

Communication is never simple
Especially when it's you that's on the receiving end
As memories start to fade

I know the road it takes no prisoners
The only thing that comes between us is distances
More and more each day

Remember to tune into my heart wherever you are
My frequency starts when we're apart
I know that it's hard when things get dark

Tune into my heart whenever you're cold
My transmission starts when you're alone
I know that it's hard when things get dark

I know the journey's never easy
When circumstances and dreams become a reality
It's never quite the same

I only hope that you get this message
I only hope that a part of me can get through to you
Across the empty space

Remember to tune into my heart wherever you are
My frequency starts when we're apart
I know that it's hard when things get dark

Tune into my heart whenever you're cold
My transmission starts when you're alone
I know that it's hard when things get dark

Remember to tune into my heart
Remember to tune into my heart
Into my heart, into my heart
Into my heart, into my heart

Remember to tune into my heart wherever you are
My frequency starts when we're apart
I know that it's hard when things get dark

Tune into my heart whenever you're cold
My transmission starts when you're alone
I know that it's hard when things get dark

Tune into my heart, tune into my heart
Tune into my heart, tune into my heart
Tune into my heart, tune into my heart
Tune into my heart







Tune into my heart baby =)

forever.

I didnt know what it meant to be alone
I didnt know 'till the day you've gone,
that i could ever feel this miserable,
without you here with me
But now im standin lookin in the mirror
Wonderin whatever happened to our love
Deep down i thought that there would always be an us
Since you disappeared i know,
That time wont wait for no one
You gotta say what you want
If you where here with me now
I'de tell you your the one
Coz your the closest thing to an angel, that i've ever met
So don't you worry, ill never forget you

Chorus

Although you cant be here by my side
I feel you near me, when i close my eyes
So i wont let your memory come to an end
Coz when i said forever, thats just what i meant
Forever yeahh
Forever yeaah
Always in my heart forever

Verse 2

Now every moment im imagining your face
And all the silly little things you used to say
This is the pain that i can barely tolerate
Never thought it'd be this rough
Now when i smile infront of people its a fake
Coz deep inside im cryin for my baby
Its gonna be a while before im ok
Coz now that your gone i know,
That time wont wait for no one
You gotta say what you want
If you were here with my now
I'de say that your the one
Coz your the closest thing to an angel, that i've ever met
So don't you worry i'll never forget you

Chorus

Although you cant be here by my side
I feel you near me, when i close my eyes
So i wont let your memory come to an end
Coz when i said forever, thats just what i meant

Bridge

Wont let nothin come between us
No matter how long or how hard it gets (oohhh)
Dont you know you are the reason
That i walk, i breathe, i liivveeee so..

Chorus

Although you cant be here by my side
I feel you near me, when i close my eyes
So i wont let your memory come to an end
Coz when i said forever, forever's what i meant
Forever yeahh
Forever yeaah
Always in my heart forever

Forevers what i meant...

Forever
Forever
Always in my heart forever











You don't know ..

.. how much I miss you.

slow dancing in a burning room.

At QJ's place at the moment and she's giggling/laughing at the other side, watching The Big Bang Theory. I'll get it from her after I'm done with How I Met Your Mother .. 4 seasons of it. HEHE.

I'm blogging at this hour 'coz I'm waiting for my nail polish to be dried and the waiting part sucks =_=" I've applied toooooo thick of it and it's gonna take ages for it to dry. And I don't know why do I have to say it here. Haha!

We went to Lamer's place for his 21st birthday and God .. the food is GOOD!

Happy Belated Birthday Lamer! =D

Finally get to see you puke ^^ HAHA!! Hope you enjoyed your night =)

I webcam-ed with Danny through Oovoo and it's wayyyy better than Skype! At least I can hear him more clearly now .. Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu to Hsien Wei for telling me this software =D

Slow Dancing in a Burning Room by John Mayer, a song that I enjoy listening in the car when I was with Danny. I even took all his MP3 CDs before he left. A way to accompany me when I'm driving and it always reminds me of him .. =)

It's not a silly little moment,
It's not the storm before the calm.
This is the deep and dying breath of
This love that we've been working on.

Can't seem to hold you like I want to
So I can feel you in my arms.
Nobody's gonna come and save you,
We pulled too many false alarms.

We're going down,
And you can see it too.
We're going down,
And you know that we're doomed.
My dear,
We're slow dancing in a burning room.

I was the one you always dreamed of,
You were the one I tried to draw.
How dare you say it's nothing to me?
Baby, you're the only light I ever saw.

I'll make the most of all the sadness,
You'll be a bitch because you can.
You try to hit me just to hurt me
So you leave me feeling dirty
Because you can't understand.

We're going down,
And you can see it too.
We're going down,
And you know that we're doomed.
My dear,
We're slow dancing in a burning room.

Go cry about it - why don't you?
Go cry about it - why don't you?
Go cry about it - why don't you?

My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room,
Burning room,
Burning room,
Burning room,
Burning room.

Don't you think we oughta know by now?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
Don't you think we oughta know by now?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
Don't you think we oughta know by now?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?


Lyrics from here.

BB, I miss you .. lots ♥

(P/S: QJ still laughing like a siao chabo.)

i miss you so much .....

Right before Danny's flight ..

Pictures from Yen Chuan.

I still cry(but not a lot now) whenever I think back of the times when he's still here.

I still need a tad bit more time to get used to it ...

There'll never be another you ..

麦芽糖

Being sick sucks a BIG time =______=||| Flu, cough and sorethroat. Why does it have to happen at this time?? Argh!!!

I'm not happy with the fact that I'm sick is because I'm going to my Biology field trip next week. Who the heck wants to be sick at that moment?? Spoil sia ~ ! My trip's gonna be from the 1st June till the 6th so .. I won't be updating I suppose? Well, it's not like I do the updates on time ..

I'm pretty excited 'bout the trip but kinda dread it at the same time 'coz .. simple, I'm lazy. HEHE! A big big SORRY to all my biology lecturers who are involved in this course =P

Imma start checking and packing the stuffs that I need since I'm pretty fussy ...

I do sense that Imma have a great time at there =D Not after the trip since we gotta hand in 4 damnnnn reports! =S

Oh yea, you guys know what? I'm vaccinated for H1N1! Just to prepare myself for my upcoming Thai trip =D Don't ask me why I'm telling it, I just feel like to =P

Before I want to go on with my post, 'someone' said that I mentioned his name before we got together and after we got together, I only refer him as 'he' or 'his' or 'him' or .. you get the idea. =P SO ~ Imma stick to one now, let me just call him 'Danny' or 'BB' here alright? Hehe.

Last night I had the sweetestttttt suprise ever from Danny =D He came all the way down from BSB to suprise me, along with CJ, QJ and Rick. They reached KB (I was at KB yamcha) around 1a.m. I are sooooo touched! Plus, he has class the next morning sooooo .. yes, I'm touched and happy =)

Thanks BB ♥

Picture was taken when we're about to go TK after our seafood buffet with a bunch of friends at Holiday Lodge. I chose this pic 'coz it looks like saying 'thanks' from me to him. HAHA!

This song was playing on my iTunes when I'm about to start to blog so .. ENJOY! ;)










Every little thing that you do ..

diva.

HELLO PEOPLE!!!

I bet y'all missed me =) HEHE. I'm sorry for the super duper lack of updates as I was really busy with assignments, presentation and seem-like-endless-reports. I'm still having my exam but .. HEHE, it's like holidays to me now 'coz my last paper is LC 1514 (English) this Saturday!

While some people have their exam till Tuesday or Wednesday .. wahahaha!

Well .. the past few weeks or should I say for the past MONTH, a lot had happened. Ups and downs but it's all good right now =) Like my previous post, sometimes I was some emo shit with really bad temper and I thank my family, friends and love for being understanding and listened to me =) How can I not love you all?

Instead of saying too much .. I think pictures are much better ;)


First of all, I left boyfriend's notebook in my car and my car was in Seria for that week and my lil sis and cousin did what all little kids like to do .. scribbled and drew some drawings on his book ..








A picture to show how disturbing can Rick looks and I hope he can see this now and 'bout me in this pic .. the reason is obvious. MY CHEEKS ARE SI BEH FAT LO .. CANNOT TAHAN! Time to diet and exercise =D




And yours truly is being very hardworking and slacking at the same time. An art that only I can master. HAHA! Nahh ~ kidding! I bet a lot can do that too =D




Me, Yon and Rick worked part-time at the CLEX expo.

Easy job + good money = GOOD WORK!

We worked there for 4 days. Me and Yon were in this Jenga Master booth and to be honest .. it's really boring 'coz we have really little customers. I think it's because people are shy to come up to play. The last day was VERY HECTIC but me and Yon liked it =D Finally something to do.

Other than the easy-earned cash, we mastered the art of Jenga! HAHA!

(P/S: We even created different Jenga ways to play.)


One of our toughest games XD


When Mamee and Jade came =)
Max (1st) and ChenHui (2nd), she's a new friend =D
Lucky girl who won the 2nd place in Jenga Master and a 10-people jacuzzi (Grand prize)!


Last day of LC 1514 and Billah suprised us with Excapade's sushi! So sweet of him and I had lotsa salmons! I LOVE SALMON! =D




Davin's 21st birthday at his place and Donna (If I'm not wrong) is SO CUTE ♥ !! I keh-eh-nort resist puppy ~~ hehe.





That's pretty much of it .. I shall not remember anything from UBD other than love, friends and most importantly .. Pei Fen's very generous treat of cupcakes baked by Dr. Jun! Just in case y'all wanna have a taste of Dr. Jun's yummy cuppies, click HERE!

Everytime I visit her blog, I get hungry .. LIKE NOW. Ahh sheesshhh ~ !!

I wonder when Pei Fen is gonna treat me more cupcakes .. ngieh-hehehe ~

By the way, if you guys noticed that I dissapeared from FB .. it's because of my finals. I can't get away from FB and play with my Mafia Wars and LivingSocial! Since my exam is almost over, I activated it =D

And someone missed me sooooooo much in FB .. You want proof? I give you proof!

When he came over and chat with me in MSN:
FiQ says (0:38):
Its about time ohh~~ Hehehehe
FiQ says (0:38):
Anyways WB beeyotchh!!
FiQ says (0:38):
HAHAHA

When I told him I'm blogging:
FiQ says (0:55):
Bloggin!! AT LAST!!!!!!!~~~

Before he left:
FiQ says (0:59):
U go blog ok i prolly nw post dis video den try to sleep ok
FiQ says (0:59):
Well WB ah!!
FiQ says (0:59):
Yay nw no nid miss u so much liaw
FiQ says (0:59):
HAHAAHAHHA


(P/S: He said I'm his victim .. he LOVES to insult me.)


Okay, I should probably stop now.


























Oh .. I never forget to put a song! ;) This song is currently one of my obsessions.





And I shall stop here .. good night people!


(P/S: I really miss blogging!)


































Ohh .. did I mention I love him?


♥





Me & you.

good morning beautiful.

Good morning =)

I fell asleep last night and I didn't study my Stats but I did clean my room =p

He sent me a link last night and ..
just in time for this morning post. Hehe.

♥

scribbles.

Took a quiz from here.

And got my answers.

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


And I must say that the "good listener" and "give good advice" parts are very true =)

Anyways ...




Good day .. good day =)





Unlimited.

emo .. NOT! or maybe yes?

I'm not gonna put much words today .. or maybe just a bit? Okay, never mind 'bout me. Lols.

Anyways, I'm gonna blog 2 songs by Rihanna .. one old, one new. To me, it's kinda connected. First, the girl was 'Unfaithful' .. then, she asks the boyfriend to 'Take A Bow'. LOL!



Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah





Oh, How about a round of applause, Yeah
A standing ovation
Oooooo, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Chorus]
Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
Talkin’ bout'
Girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (on)

[Chorus]
And don't tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

[Bridge]
Oh, And the award for
The best liar goes to you (goes to you)
For making me believe (that you)
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Oh

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it’s over now


Been wanting to post 'Take A Bow' for quite a while but didn't manage too .. very 'feel' for me =)

I couldn't say much anymore .. BUT, I wanna post some quotes .. or maybe a short paragragh, or macam poem punya. Lols. All from my love =)

"The hottest love has the coldest end."

"You broke me, you broke my heart,
you broke everything!
You turned my world upside down and inside out,
BUT I know it was worth it for
that one moment of love we had,
it's a shame it went bad.."

"Relationships are like glass.
Sometimes it's better to leave them broken
than try to hurt yourself putting it back together."

"Someone can walk into your life,
and it is not until after they walk out,
that you realize that they were even there."

"A relationship is like a train.
If one passes,
then the next one will come.
I'm sure and if you get off the train,
you'll realize that everything is the same."

Ji emo yi sia ~ =P

I'M OKAY ALRIGHT? =)


And I edited this one myself .. original one is my love's shoutout.

"Should I smile because you're my lover,
or should I cry because I'm not your only one?"

Probably read it somewhere .. not sure =P This is just .. how I feel .. =]

Alright, emo time over! Dreamd land now ..

undiscovered.

Me, Mel and Siaw Huei went to Giant for dinner today =D I had lagnasia and it's deliciousssss!! Only BND7.90, cheap cheap yo ~ ! Then we went shop shop a bit before going back to hostel ..

We saw this at Giant ..


Mel said maybe someone got too hungry and rip it open to eat it. LOL! Gali siaaaa ~ !! If I were that person, I would straight away put it into my bag and run .. HAHA! Woops, bad example x)

Siaw Huei said that Nadia said there's no Smarties here anymore ..


After I took the picture, Mel/Siaw Huei said that Nadia meant the round ones and not the box ones. WTH. Sayang my caemra's memory card space nia .. HAHA! But whatever, I still post it =P For my own satisfaction.

Today's weather is really cold but we're loving it 'coz we don't have AC in hostel .. Grr! But I'm getting used to it now .. probably it's cold lately during night time. Lol. After walking around in Giant and the bookstore then we left.

So yes ~ I'm back here to blog. Super duper sleepy but wanna check my assignment .. zzz ~

I'm getting new printer tomorrow! YAY! No need to spend 30cents just to print ONE PAGE of exercise ==" Expensive la ho ~

Anyways .. the song I mentioned yesterday, it's by Ashlee Simpson. One of her old songs, like Laopo said, way before she did her plastic nose. LOLS!! The song is 'Undiscovered' .. I remember that song last night because .. 'secrets will soon be undiscovered' .. or should I say, it's already 'undiscovered'?

HAHA! Macam hen mysterious liddat ==" So not connected to the song .. I think.




Undiscovered - Ashlee Simpson

Take it back, take it all back now
The things I gave, like the taste of my kiss on your lips,
I miss that now
I can't try any harder than I do
All the reasons I gave, excuses I made for you
I'm broken in two

All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
Yeah I need you

Don't walk away

Touch me now how I wanna feel
Something so real, please remind me
My love, and take me back
Cuz I'm so in love with what we were
I'm not breathing I'm suffocating without you
Do u feel it too?

All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
Yeah I need you

When I'm in the dark and all alone
Dreaming that you'll walk right through my door,
Its then I know my heart is whole
There's a million reasons why I cry
Hold my covers tight and close my eyes
Cuz I don't wanna be alone

All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you, I need you

Cuz I can't fake and I can't hate
But it's my heart
Thats about to break
You're all I need
I'm on my knees
Watch me bleed
Would you listen please
I give in
I breathe out
I want you, theres no doubt
I freak out, I'm left out
Without you, I'm without
I'm crossed out
I'm kicked out
I cry out
I reach out
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
Don't walk away


OHH!! I almost forgot to mention this ..


I LOVE MA1103 LECTURE!!


Hahahahahahahahahaha!! I guess only Mel will understand why ~ XD


To Mel:
See? I even use 'ORANGE' colour =P


So I must say .. Overall, today is a good day. Hohoho ~

KL 'o8

Around 7 hours more ~


I'LL BE ON THE WAY OFF TO KL ..

at last ..

with excitement .. but also with a very, very heavy heart of not wanting to leave 'you' here ..



Bum,
remember what you promised alright?
I'll be back really soon ..
wait for me ..
=')

sorry, baby.

The outing to Bandar was good. I saw Soon Ket at The Mall.

My mind got carried away by stuffs ~ so I was in deep thoughts.

Anyways, we went to The Mall to watch Hell Boy and guys, you really gotta watch it. It's worth it, for me. San wanted to watch Wanted but the time doesn't suit us so nay to that movie. Before that, we went to Unitech to buy DVDs and I'm gonna watch it later. To brighten up myself.

I must say that this argument with this particular special person of mine, was/is biggggg. And I never know things would go that way .. so outta hands. And till now, I only come to realise that, my old, bad temper seems to be coming back to me. Real bad.

The talking wasn't that good 'coz I was damnn speechless until the last minute .. or the last few minutes. My voice even became loud. So, yea ~ I shall learn how to control my temper from now on (again) and hopefully it won't get ahead of me again like this time ..


God, I pray that You'll help me to get through this anger management of mine.


I've once heard this saying .. something like this:

"How can you feel happy if you don't know how does it feel to be sad?"

(it's a saying right? Or is it say? ==")

This argument will be a lesson I learn and hopefully, hand-in-hand,we'll make through it and it makes me appreciate more .....

A song for that someone ..


The Reason - Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
**It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why i need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

and the reason is You [x3]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you


** Hurting you is definitely NOT something I must live with everyday.



Baby, I'm sorry .. .. ='(