Dear Hair ..

Sunday, June 27, 2010

...

Why can't you just grow friggin' faster?!


Makes Men Blush & Will You Mari-achi Me?

Friday, June 25, 2010

Even though I have short nails, I super love applying nail polish, especially after I did my chores. Heh! So earlier, I was removing my nail polish and I explored around the nail polishes I have and decided to go with the following two of the OPIs that I have =D

Makes Men Blush and Will You Mari-achi Me? ..



With flash .. 

And without flash.


I applied Makes Men Blush first then Will You Mari-achi Me? and it turns out great!  Much better than using either alone. The colour is really light and nice. I've been using dark colours for the past few weeks so light colour would be nice once in a while. I wonder how does the OPI people think of the name for each of their nail polish. Salute to them!

Anyways, if you really like nail polish, check out this website: http://milanandvanaily.blogspot.com/

They have AWESOME collections and I want matte top coat =( So I'll have results like this one -- Click here!

Okay, I'm bored and trying to go through some shits.

I need real mani and pedi. Seriously.

I need sponsors!

I'm getting sick of this.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

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This too shall pass.

i wanna go crazy.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Location:
SHBIE, UBD

Missions:
1. Transfer TVD to Yusma.
2. Get Pokemon series 5 - 12 from Aziz.

Activities happening in the room:
1. Football match on PS3 between Ibnu and Fandi.
2. Me transferring series and tumblr-ing.
3. The rest of the boys playing Dota .. (They are quiet now but I'm sure they're gonna be noisy soon.)


When they do, it's gonna be ..




FUCKING CRAZY HEREEEEEEE!!








Lets Go...

I wanna go to Ibiza (Lets Go)
I wanna go to Argentina (Lets Go)
Yeah...I wanna go and dance (D..d..dance)
I wanna dance in Paris, France (Lets Go)
I wanna go around the world (Lets Go)
and party with the girls (Lets Go)
and when I get there, when I get there, when I'm there I wanna goooooo.o.o.o..

I WANNA GO CRAZY! I wanna go...
I WANNA GO CRAZY! I wanna go..
I WANNA GO CRAZY! I wanna go..
I WANNA GO CRAZY! thats where I wanna go...
I WANNA GO CRAZY! yeah I wanna go there...
I WANNA GO CRAZY! with you girl...

I need a go, need a fuckin go
go and celebrate life with a suicide girl
I wanna go, go, now go
am celebrate life with a suicide girl
I need to go, need a fuckin go
Go celebrate life with a suicide girl (Girl)
I need g..g..g..go now go
Yeah I'm a celebrate with a suicide girl.l.l.l

I WANNA GO CRAZY! Crazy in the US of A...
I WANNA GO CRAZY! Crazy in the USSR...
I WANNA GO CRAZY! Moscow here I come..
I WANNA GO CRAZY! I wanna go...

I wanna go...and when I get there
Girl I get there, when I'm there I wanna goo.o.o.o.o

I WANNA GO
I WANNA GO
I WANNA GO... C C C C C C r a z y

Where I wanna go aint geographical
You cant google map, map-quest it when I go loco
If you need to know the designational I'm going crazy
I aint by myself I'm coming with a whole bunch of ladies
Celebrating life to the max, girls are suicidal
In the club sippin' bottle after bottle after bottle
Celebration never stoppin'
Situation club hoppin'
Simulation panty droppin'
Penetration coochie poppin'
then am out!

I need to go back to Mars...
We about to take off...

In...
Ten
Nine
Eight
Seven
Six
Five
Four
Three
Two
One

I WANNA GO CRAZY! I wanna go I wanna go...
I WANNA GO CRAZY! Thats where I wanna go...
I WANNA GO CRAZY! Thats where I wanna go...
I WANNA GO CRAZY! With you girl with you...
I WANNA GO CRAZY! With you girl with you...
I WANNA GO CRAZY! That where I wanna go...

I WANNA GO C C C C C C r a z y with you!

dangerous.

Friday, June 18, 2010

I fell asleep on the couch while watching TV .. for about an hour plus? These few days are gonna drain my energy DRY. Super dry. Anyone sponsor me Redbull please?


Today has the best weather for jogging but I'm just too tired T___T 

I haven't arrange my notes and keep it in the boxes. Dammit. MAMEE I NEED MORE BOXES!!

Okay, I'm done. I wanna at least apply mask and apply nail polish before I go to bed ..

Nighttttttttt!












I ain't that strong.

story of my life.

Supp result is out! I managed to get B. Sc. Math's ..




No supp for the first time! XD I can't stop smiling after seeing the result!!

I met Ben, Zahar, Yusma, Syukri, Adri and Wafiy at Dota Room and also Fandi, Hadi, Safwan, Shahrul and Ibnu =D We went out for dinner and Syukri, thanks for the treat! =D (Oh yea, the only girl again.) The dinner was great with lotsa laughter, need that a lot.

No supp + free dood and drinks = Awesome!

HAHA! Okay, lemme continue with chores and Ugly Betty then I shall sleep in the afternoon.

MORNING Y'ALL!







Your relation to me
Feeds my empty existence
I guess I choose what to see
Because I’m feeling resistance
So turn the lights on below
The time we have is too precious
You say that you’ll never go
I know that lying is infectious, now
So don’t let me down

I’m breaking my own rules today, ohh
I know that I should walk away, ohh
I’m falling again for someone who doesn’t feel alright
That’s the story of my life

I thought you were ready to be
The start of my happy ending
Sometimes I choose what to see
Forget what I’ve been defending
Before the day fades to day
There comes a break in the weather
 I made you say goodbye
Because I can’t say forever, now
So don’t let me down, no

I’m breaking my own rules today, ohh
I know that I should walk away, ohh
I’m falling again for someone who doesn’t feel alright
That’s the story of my life

One in a million
But if you are ready to listen
I know that I can be stubborn
Maybe it’s me but I’ve been too blind to see.

I’m breaking my own rules today, ohh
I know that I should walk away, ohh
I’m falling again for someone who doesn’t feel alright
That’s the story of my life

Keep walking, I keep walking (x3)
That’s the story of my life







This too shall pass.

like i always do.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

I didn't have a great start of the day. A seriouslyyyy bad tummy ache woke me up and I have to do business (you know.) for quite a while. It was so painful, until I can't stop having cold sweats.

That's how I started my Duanwu Festival. Great. The rest of the day is just cleaning and washing.

BUT, when I was about to wash my car, something else happened.

So there was this Indian lady who always walks around the neighbourhood. Only get to see her a few times when I'm bathing Beauty or washing my car. Anyways, today she did her walking routine again and when she was walking back to her house.

I was filling up the bucket with water and I heard her coughing/choking and I went to check her out ..

Me: Errr .. you okay?
Indian lady: *shakes head + coughing/choking*
Me: *looking at her tummy* Are you pregnant?
Indian lady: *nods head + coughing/choking*
Me: Do you want me to get you some water?
Indian lady: *nods head + coughing/choking*
And I ran back to the house and kept on saying "OMG OMG OMG OMG, IS SHE OKAY?? DOES SHE NEED A DOCTOR??"

But she's alright now. Apparently she's 2 months pregnant and she said that she walked to the flat opposite to my house because .. she saw kids playing there OR she's checking out the garage sale. I can't hear her properly 'coz she's a bit choky when talking to me.

A pretty boring day. Imma continue with Ugly Betty.

Good night.




nosy neighbour.

Today is a pretty good day =)

I even had ice-cream on a rainy night. Cold but pretty nice. Heeee!

Alright, Imma shower and continue with this ....



Thanks Mel ♥






it is what it is.

Monday, June 14, 2010



I look up the sky and wonder ..
Where did I go wrong?
What did I do?

Somehow I wished, you could tell me.
Or I could just gather up the guts to ask ..
But it's too heart breaking for me to ask.

So I guess, it is what it is.









i was only looking for a shortcut home
but it's complicated
so complicated
somewhere in this city is a road i know
where we could make it
but maybe there's no making it now

too long we've been denying
now we're both tired of trying
we hit a wall and we can't get over it
nothing to relive
it's water under the bridge
you said it, i get it
i guess it is what it is

i was only trying to bury the pain
but i made you cry and i can't stop the crying
was only trying to save me
but i lost you again
now there's only lying
wish i could say it's only me

too long we've been denying
now we're both tired of trying
we hit a wall and we can't get over it
nothing to relive
it's water under the bridge
you said it, i get it
i guess it is what it i

here it comes ready or not
we both found out it's not how we thought
that it would be, how it would be
if the time could turn us around
what once was lost may be found
for you and me, for you and me

too long we've been denying
now we're both tired of trying
we hit a wall and we can't get over it
nothing to relive
it's water under the bridge
you said it, i get it
i guess it is what it is

i was only looking for a shortcut home
but it's complicated
so complicated

too new.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

"When you're happy you laugh, Mommy. You don't cry. Crying is when you're sad."

-- Avery Kramer, The Girl Next Door.

I really missed blogging and I think Imma start blogging like crazy again ..

So, I have no idea why but I really like what Avery said to Kim when she and Jason decided to get  back together (You know, adults cry too when they are happy). I'm reading The Girl Next Door that Ying lent me like months ago and only now I decided to finish it. There are like .. around 30 - 40 pages more to go. I probably could finish it tonight =)

The Girl Next Door by Elizabeth Noble.


This book leads me to a thought when I was having dinner earlier, like .. you know. Probably when you hangout with a bunch of friends, but they have their own thoughts on their mind, worrying 'bout something else .. even if they look like they're having a great time. Or, they ARE having a great time 'coz they're putting their own worries at the back of their brain and after all the funs, the problems start to come back.

I ain't being emo or anything like that, it's .. just a lil thought of mine. It was triggered by the book, the life of the people who stayed in the apartment. I thought this book is kinda boring at the start, but slowly it got better.

Today was quite a productive day, 'coz finally, I JOGGED. Oh yes I did, with Steph. I personally think that I've improved since the last time I jogged, which was last month, with Ibnu. God knowssss how much I pushed myself to walk/jog those rounds!

".. and after jog all our movement is like so slow and laggg esp nikk.. she even drive so slow and her face expression so knot make it!!"

-- Steph, 2010.

True story. No joke. I drove slow and I had this permanent stuck face .. it's either I'm in pain or I just feel like smiling. I can't tell myself, or probably because I can't feel my legs after that. I somehow hope that tonight I could KO as soon as possible .. please?

YouTube is back to normal (for God knows how long it would last) and before it's "pussinated", I'll post the video of Achmed that I promised in the previous post ..








Fandi and some of the guys don't get why it's so funny for me ('Coz I can't stop doing the "HELLO ~ I AM LINDSAY LOHAN" when I was with them).. BUT IT'S REALLY FUNNY!! You better tell me that you laughed your effing ass off!! Or at least you smiled a bit?

Okay, now I feel like watching TV and as usual, a song/video to end the post. I can't find any better version of Too New in YouTube and this song is suppose to be 3mins and 46sec and this one is cut short =( But anyhooooo, it's a good song =)

Have a great night y'all! =D







Take it back to the 80's
Dance like this
Take it back to the 80's
Take it back to the 80's

All I see is diamond rings
Cant get them off my mind like a plane got me flying
This just ain't a fling, it seems I'm trying to take my time
But you make me feel so fine
Tell me whats gotten in to me, never knew this is where'd I be
Spent my whole life living for everyone else
This one time I wanna live for myself

But they telling me its too new (oh oh)
Tell me how long should I wait how long should it take
Telling me its too new (oh oh)
Cause it feels so good just to be your girl
I wouldn't miss it for the world, the world, the world
I wouldn't miss it for the world, the world, the world
I wouldn't miss it for the world, the world, the world
I wouldn't miss it for the world, the world, the world
I wouldn't miss it for the world

Kiss my check (ooo) for me, finish you what you do,
Makes me fall in love with you
Even without the fancy things im thankful for the thought
Boy you got my heart
Don't know whats gotten in to me, never knew this is where'd I be
Spent my whole life living for everyone else
This one time I wanna live for myself

But they telling me its too new (oh oh)
Tell me how long should I wait how long should it take
Telling me its too new (oh oh)
Cause it feels so good just to be your girl
I wouldn't miss it for the world, the world, the world
I wouldn't miss it for the world, the world, the world
I wouldn't miss it for the world, the world, the world
I wouldn't miss it for the world, the world, the world
I wouldn't miss it for the world

Party like rockstars, dippin' low in fast cars
Ballin' out Cali love down south Atlanta love
Big city open hearts we'll never be apart
We need just to be the part, shorty put a ring on it
Said that im the proto type, yea boy sure your right
Yea boy you know your right
I'm so in love with ya
Debating on it and why you hatin on it
Holla, we making dollas
Oh yea

Dont know whats gotten in to me, never knew this is where'd I be
Spent my whole life living for everyone else
This one time I wanna live for myself

But they telling me its too new (oh oh)
Tell me how long should I wait how long should it take
Telling me its too new (oh oh)
Cause it feels so good just to be your girl
I wouldn't miss it for the world, the world, the world
I wouldn't miss it for the world, the world, the world
I wouldn't miss it for the world, the world, the world
I wouldn't miss it for the world, the world, the world
I wouldn't miss it for the world








I don't think we're too new ..

fret not, i'm still alive.

Hellooooooo!

I know it took me ages to do a proper post but it's better to be late than never, right? =D

So now I'm having my three-month holidays .. currently on the 4th week now. Every week, gotta go back n forth to BSB from Seria for two days for my tuition .. I know, sucks to be me. Why can't my parents be rich and rent me an apartment there? I suppose by then I wouldn't need to teach tuition and just goyang kaki at home! XD

So yes, stop dreaming mademoiselle.

To be honest, I have no idea who would still check my oh-so-dead-blog, for being inactive for like .. three months?! Actually, probably more than that. *Looks at the Archive list* Three posts in January, another three in February and only ONE post in March. Achievement much Nikki? People, if you're still reading my blog, can you be kind and let me know by dropping a message on my chatbox? I would really appreciate that!

I tried to make it up by posting some videos this month, DO enjoy the Achmed video that I posted earlier! If you're not sure which one it is, click here. I'll post the whole video .. when YouTube ain't being a pussy to me, or the Internet.

Just in case you're wondering what I've been doing for the past few months (I know the posts that I made from Jan - Mar aren't really informative posts), I suppose you can start concentrate on what I'm gonna say in the next few paragraphs. Yes, P-A-R-A-G-R-A-P-H-S.

God knows Imma be sitting in front of my laptop for a longggg time!


January


It was a pretty bad month for me. Hmm .. seriously, I don't remember much about that ..

But, I must first show a picture =D



It was Ummi's 21st birthday =D
And during this time, I only know the Bio and Math peeps.
The rest like Rujhan, Hanis, Hadi and etc, I don't know them lot.



Anyways, I went to Annt's 21st birthday party at Eric's place. Yummy food and cakes and a great gathering =)



Her key to freedom!


The yummy cupcakes that we fought over .. =P


My loves and me ♥
Sorry if I scared you.


Group picture =D


Form 5 Science, Class of 2005.
Not complete though.


Other than that, we, UBD's 2008 intake of Biology students, finally get to do our BI 1116 field work! It was suppose to be done in the second semester but it was done in the fourth semester. All due to the tide. And we did it with our juniors.

You can view all the pictures from here, if you're a friend of mine in Facebook that is XD I'll post a few here.


The beautiful sun rise ..
This proves we woke up early for the field trip!
Reached campus around .. 5.45am?


A real starfish! =D
Found lots of it! .. Which is not really useful in our report ..
I think x)


Doing the dirty workkkkk!
And I love it =D


Group mates =D


I forgot what's this ..


Hello there!


Dr. Marshall =)
Kinda miss him.


The lil snails are the aims of our field work!


Hello Dr. Charles! =D


If I'm not wrong, they are related to seahorse ..


The seniors and juniors!



February


I know it's Valentine's Day on the 14th but unfortunately .. it's also the first day of CNY and at that moment, I was still working at my old work place sooooo, I work through the first 3 days of CNY so nothing to YAY there .. but it felt pretty awesome to be pretty at work 'coz usually I wear tees and long jeans to work.

To be honest, CNY wasn't THAT awesome for me. Let me skip that un-awesome part and let's go to the pictures!

Me on the first day of CNY.
Yes, I'm vain but this is my blog! =P


Aww ~ I miss Tee =(


Boobies Van! xD


Me and Annt =D


The most awesome shot of the day.
Thanks to Jack, the photographer and Van's cam =)



March


Remember one of my New Year's Resolutions? It was Resolution #5: To join my UVC club more. Now I must proudly say that "I DID IT!" I was assigned to the position Secretary and ~ I hope I did a good job, guys! And I hope that I didn't disappoint anyone, especially Billah =)

We volunteered at the Special Olympic's function, helping to do the health screening of the athletes =) And I still can't forget that adorable girl ...


My lil adorable girl! She can't stop hugging me ♥
Didn't get to say Bye to her =(


Group pic #1


Group pic #2


Cuties! ♥


 I'm pretty lucky that I got hugged instead of kicked like the other volunteer =S

This month, we celebrated Siaw Huei's 21st too! =D

                                         Yes, we all know you're happy to be legally 21 now! ;)


                                                  Celebrated her birthday during lunch time.
At HotPoint. 
Pretty yummy too x)

We also went to the Old People's Home in Seria ..

Tapao food at Ayamku.


The old people eating =)


Volunteers are preparing food in the kitchen.


    After volunteering, all went to OGDC.
And I miss my Husrin =(


.. And of course you too, Fandi!
I started to teach tuitions too this month. Not really easy, not really that hard too.

And if I'm not wrong, I started to hang out in "DotA Room" with my new friends, like the people in the first picture I posted in this post! Well, mostly guys are there and I usually end up as the only girl, or sometimes with Pytat XD

At TFF =D
I think it was my first time there .. or second time XD


I miss hanging out with 'em peopleeee! =(
And also hanging out in DotA Room.


Fandi, Ummi and me ♥


Fandi is also my mate in my Recreational Math (RM) class =D


One of the assignments in RM.
It's pretty easy PLUS it's a 100% course-work course!
No final exam x)



April


I quit my old job this month and pretty relieve but at the same time, I missed it too. Especially when I have nothing to do at night, I missed that job. Probably got used to work till late night. At the same time, I concentrate on my tuition job. Sometimes my students give me headaches and sometimes they make me laugh .. and probably I laugh at my own jokes most of the time .. =="

Well, I tried to concentrate on revision 'coz I don't want to fail MA 1102! And thank God that I only got one day of exams.

Other than tuitions, I hang out at DotA Room more: do revisions, play Vampire game (dammit, I miss this!), watch my Pokemon series =p, online and etc =D

Oh, I forgot to mention that ..
sometimes they sleep in DotA Room *evil smile*


Got cha Hanis!! HAHAHAHA!


Okay, I ain't Miss Perfect, I do sleep there too. Like in the afternoon, taking my nap when I'm super tired. I slept on the chairs .. sometimes on the floor, using Siddiq's sleeping bag. Awww, now I miss Siddiq =(

DotA Room #1


DotA Room #2


Sometimes, other than doing serious work, we also play there and sometimes .. some people might do something unholy like ..


.. him.
IBNU YAMIN IS MAKING OUT WITH A GREEN TEA BOTTLE!!
OMFG!!
XD


We went to Ruji's house too =D

Aww ~ I miss them =(


I'm just being plain ugly XD


Pytat, Miss Ghost who scared Hanis .. not.


Qam always have the funniest way to sleep XD


AH LUUUU ~
MAU MAINNNNNNNN? XD


And lotsa puppies are appearing in FOS and IM ..

Puppiesssss!! ♥


Lil Stocky and me at IM ♥


I also get to meet little Ellyn ♥

Hello Ellyn =D

Okay, I'm posting this 'coz I like this picture and it was taken in April too XD


Oh right, big sis is home now ..


.. And also Leon, who came back from UK.



May


Okay, May is the exam month. Everyone was sooooo serious with revision and I'm the slackest person in the room (who did revision and watch Pokemon at the same time) 'coz I only got one day of exams. And it was on the last day of exam weeks, 15th May. In the morning was MA 1102 and afternoon was Mandarin =)))) I know right, Mandarin should be frigging easy for me x) As for the exam day, why was the exam on the same day .. seriously, no idea. It was arranged that way then that way it is!

And I think I did quite good in both papers, especially Math! Never felt so confident and good =)

It was my dad's 50th birthday. OLD MAN ♥ !

Leon is offshore so he ain't joining us for dinner ~


 
Dadee's girls ♥


That's pretty much what happened in the past few months. I hope this post can satisfy you all. It pretty much satisfy me! Seeing that I didn't blog properly like forever ..

And God, my shoulder hurts. Massage please! Anyone? I've been sitting in front of my laptop for 3 straight hours! Still no massage? Fine. Good bye and good night!





They have nothin' on you ♥